she fell to her knees and began to smile, cause she had been in darkness for a long long while
Officially half way through the semester and doing real well in school. I love being in school, I wish I could do it forever. Spending a lot of time with great people from Augsburg, hanging out with some tonight, then going to the Calhoun Beach Club where Whitney lives and having a cozy night. SOA trip to Georgia is coming up quickly. Got a new job with Marchese and Associates. May actually start being a professional..tomorrow. Seriously getting a car within the next month. Spending a lot of time at the Collins home. Sam is now my brother too and it's really nice to have a big bro. We watch movies and make dinner a lot with Tyrel. I love both of them a lot, we get along real well these days, we've got a nice household. I love all sets of my parents tremendously and I'm getting to spend more time with them too. I miss a couple people in my life a lot, but I haven't figured out a good solution for that one yet. I no longer feel abandoned, angry or guilty. Getting over a sickness. Zoe is home for good, which is beautiful. Kind of learning how to save money. Dropped 20 lbs while still managing to eat. Learning how to be dependable, sticking to my plans, returning every phone call, growing. Working on not being offended when people don't return the calls. Doing the things I want to do and finding people that want to be a part of it has been exhilarating. Ready to start doing yoga and reading more novels to get my head in the same good current that busy life is in. Unhappiness was wearing on me so I decided to throw myself into a lot of different new things. Today, I'm really happy with where life is and is going. When I'm thrilled I don't really have anything to write but the facts. There they are. This entry is pretty stoopid. I'm so thirsty for a trip to the bay state.