thank god for red wine
how the hell is this taking so long
I established
while i was talking to Ryan
that highschool is only a band-aid
and for some
god forsaken reason
i can't pull the damned thing off
slow and painful
holy shit im done
i worked 13 hours or so today
on very little sleep
i wish the weekend could
last just a few more days
i need to catch my breath
and do the things i want to do
but ive got no time for that
so the reason for this ridiculous
and very unnecessary rambling
the fact that i cannot accomplish a single friggin goal
as you may remember i came up with a few goals
a while back to do before i turn 18, well there's 19 days till i turn 18 and ive got none of them accomplished
my assesment:
1 mudwrestling (failure)
2 riding a mechanical bull( absoulte failure)
3 kissing two boys at once(if possible)FAILURE ALL OVER THE PLACE - if only i could kiss one boy
4 swimming in a tub of spagetti noodles(no sauce)(ok i admit that was a bit unreasonable)
5 eat jello off of someone's body ( doesnt matter where - dont ask why)(NOT UNREASONABLE AT ALL - but still, total failure
6 fall asleep in someones arms (preferably not a girls)(can you guess if this was a success- wait NO)
7 learn to salsa dance ( too provactive says the mother - failure.
8 sneak out of my house once (nooooooooope)
9 have a bonfire and roast marshmallows (that shouldnt have been so hard eh?)
10 spend an entire day without opening my eyes
(if only i had a day in which i could enjoy such a thing as that)
summary:
FAILURE
thank god for red wine
and if are able to helpo me redeem myslef on any of these, please let me know - either in private or in public (depending on the case)
Ex: helping me with riding a mechanical bull - definitely PRIVATE
I established
while i was talking to Ryan
that highschool is only a band-aid
and for some
god forsaken reason
i can't pull the damned thing off
slow and painful
holy shit im done
i worked 13 hours or so today
on very little sleep
i wish the weekend could
last just a few more days
i need to catch my breath
and do the things i want to do
but ive got no time for that
so the reason for this ridiculous
and very unnecessary rambling
the fact that i cannot accomplish a single friggin goal
as you may remember i came up with a few goals
a while back to do before i turn 18, well there's 19 days till i turn 18 and ive got none of them accomplished
my assesment:
1 mudwrestling (failure)
2 riding a mechanical bull( absoulte failure)
3 kissing two boys at once(if possible)FAILURE ALL OVER THE PLACE - if only i could kiss one boy
4 swimming in a tub of spagetti noodles(no sauce)(ok i admit that was a bit unreasonable)
5 eat jello off of someone's body ( doesnt matter where - dont ask why)(NOT UNREASONABLE AT ALL - but still, total failure
6 fall asleep in someones arms (preferably not a girls)(can you guess if this was a success- wait NO)
7 learn to salsa dance ( too provactive says the mother - failure.
8 sneak out of my house once (nooooooooope)
9 have a bonfire and roast marshmallows (that shouldnt have been so hard eh?)
10 spend an entire day without opening my eyes
(if only i had a day in which i could enjoy such a thing as that)
summary:
FAILURE
thank god for red wine
and if are able to helpo me redeem myslef on any of these, please let me know - either in private or in public (depending on the case)
Ex: helping me with riding a mechanical bull - definitely PRIVATE