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Friday I stayed the night at my sister's house. And they went to bed at like 10pm so I got mad and called n asked my mom if the boys could come pick me up & hang out at Jack's house. I wanted to go there originally but they wouldnt lemme cuz it's a bunch of true-partyin over there. I'm surprised she lemme go! But of course as soon as I made plans, they woke up and came back out and shit. But oh well, it was boring and they werent drinkin wit me. Not that I should really complain, cuz at least I had alcohol AND it's more for me witout them, LoL. But I wanted fun!! So I left and went to Jack's. Jack was driving... he dont even have his permit! But Cody (the dude's car, was too drunk to drive). And Cody's gf (Whitney) and her friend (Kayla) were in the back seat wit me. Well I guess I left my cell in Cody's car cuz I couldnt find it and Cody n Whit had left for a while. So when I got home, I called Jack's to see if they had gotten ahold of Cody to see if my cell was in the car & Cody answered the phone & said he had it. Well they kept it over night and it was turned off, I think cuz it went outta service, so it just shut off since it'd been doin that all night. Well I called it later on and it was on! So I called Cody's cell and Kayla answered & I asked if they'd been fuckin wit my phone and she said no. Well I went over to Whitney's house on Saturday to get it back & to hang out. And Kayla had fucken used all my minutes up (its prepaid, but thankfully i only had like 2 minutes left, lol) and she took the "Shane" letter stickers off the back AND erased all my #s in my phone book! I was soo worried that they'd take the stickers off & erase my numbers, and sure enough! I couldnt sleep that night cuz I was paranoid about it. Thank God that bitch wasnt at Whit's house or she'd be in the hospital right now & I'd be in jail. Whitney's MOM even told me I should punch her, LoL. I even gave that bitch a cig on the way to Jack's from my sister's. But I guess it's cool cuz I had all of Shane's numbers for Arizona & California writen down in my agenda & have all my other numbers :) So ha, she didnt hurt me in the end. Plus I had enough stickers to re-write his name on the back, too! Except the E at the end, I used an F and an upside down T on top of it. It looks like a normal E, LoL. But I hung out over there all day yday & all night wit Cheyenne. He lemme drive his car, too. I'm the only one he's ever let drive it. It's a manuel & he was teachin me how. My truck is a stick-shift, too & Ive tried to drive it before, but his car is easier. It was awsome!!! I went to bed about 11pm last night & didnt get up until around 6pm tonight! Mwahahaha. SHANE CALLED ME LAST NIGHT! HE SAID HE COULDNT TALK CUZ THEY JUST PULLED UP AT THEIR BUDDY'S HOUSE, BUT HE JUST WANTED TO CALL N SAY HEY. AND HE SAID "I LOVE YOU" FIRST! SO YAY, HE STILL LOVES ME! I hadnt talked to him in almost 3 weeks! He called like a week ago, but I wasnt home. I miss his ass. *TeAr*

New Years Resolutions
1.Make nothing less than a C on my mid-terms & report cards
2.Do my exercises *Crunchez*
3.Dont be so bitchy & controlling
4.Respect myself & my body
5.Save my $$$
6.Control my temper & attitude with parentals & sister
7.Keep my hair dyed regularly
8.Help out more around the house
9.Dont break my braces, or if they do break, dont make em worse ;)
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