Sunday @ 11*02pm

[cleavage23]

Sorry I havent updated- I keep puttin it off & just realized today how long its been. Im chillin here eatin a bowl of Lucky Charms, thinkin of life & love and wtf the point of it all is. Anyways so on Thursday I had Thursday School until 6pm. David (The General) sat behind me & Isaac sat behind him. Me & David were passin notes & stuff... while Ike keep throwin lil spit-less wads @ me. They were like spitwads, but they werent wet n spitty, he just ripped em up small & threw em at me. Then I beat him up on a break... but it didnt do any good. LoL. After we got home then my mom took me back out to D*Money's house- Shane was over there drinkin & cleanin the garage, I guess they were gonna have a party cuz it was Amber's bday (Jack's sis). I took his copies of the pix ova. Friday I went straight to Jack's after school and Shane was in bed of course so I laid down next to him for a while and I was actually almost asleep when the phone rang & it scard the shit outta me! Then Jack got home and he took the phone out, but I dont think we ever really settled back down... so... yah. Then me & Shane got in an argument over some FUCKEN CRACK WHORE, and he left w/ Mikey & D*Money and I went to his bed to cry/sleep, but then my mom came ova cuz the phone was busy and she was goin to a party & our truck is in the shop so she didnt know if Id have a ride home, which I didnt cuz I didnt ask anyone, so I just left then with her. And I guess Shane was a lil upset that he didnt find me at home when they got back. But he called me later that night from the gas station sayin he wasnt mad at me anymore and that he still loved me. It was horrible tho. I felt like jumpin in the pond. Then Saturday I went to Sears at 5pm and started my 40 hours of computer training. And I left bout 8:10pm. I didnt see or talk 2 Shane. My mom got my Tink bedding off lay-a-way but I still dont get it 'til C.mas :( But I did get some awsome K*Swiss shoes, I think Oatmeal picked them out tho cuz Im still not sure if I like them or not LoL. Then today (Sunday) me & my mom both went back to Sears (she went Fri morning) and we finished up some of our on-line training. We both have a lil bit left to do & I think we're scheduled for Friday morning. *sigh* That shit is so gay & pointless! We're gonna learn it in person anyways- so I better like the job good enough that all this bullshit was worth it. LoL. Um.. then when we got home that we went to D*Money's to see if they wanted to come over for dinner/spagetti... and there was a big rider truck in the drive :( They were loadin shit up- they were plannin on leavin pretty soon, but I just called & they still hadnt left LoL. They're moving to Brasil, Indiana and Shane's going too :'( It's like an hour away from here!!! It's really depressing. And later Ray (D*money's step dad) is gonna $$$ Shane a plane ticket, too. Urgh! I hope we end up together next year tho! And we betta go at least one haunted house this year together, and hopefully spend Halloween together- maybe if Im lucky I can stay the night w/ them in Brasil and have a big ass PARTY!!! :-D They're comin back Tuesday cuz Ray has a work thing & Shane's gettin the rest of his stuff, so I'll see him then, since they prolly wont be here tomarrow, but IDK. And I've been talkin to Zane, this backyard wrestler in Flordia for a bit and then one day he called me & we talked 4 a while- and I think we're hittin it off good. He's really hott and sweet and this is the first time Ive been attracted to a guy since I've met Shane. So IDK... But he lives in Flordia so a relationship wont work anyways. IDK, but last night when I was messin wit my cellie, then it said I had a voice message- and it was Zane :) I felt so special since Ive had a depressin weekened. I called Whit & E*Beth's cells Fri. cuz when I was leavin Jack's I saw Shane, Mikey, & DMoney at BK so I called to ask if he/they had said anything bout me and Whit answered but couldnt really talk, but said she hadnt really seen em. And Sarah didnt pick up, but on her break, she called me & we had a nice long talk. I love her to death! I just got done goin thru my sister's closet (in the room i sleep in now) and it's all cleaned out & I took my clothes from my old room's closet & put in Josie's. Yay. And I have all my Tink shirts/hoodies/etc together. Mwahahaha. Yah... well Im headin off to bed'~ if ya dont hear from me w/ in the next week it's because I'm floatin out back in Jack's pond...

SECTION-8 AND KINKY KELLY FOREVER & ALWAYS!!! I LOVE YOU.~!~