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saw this on someone else's random journal...it was pretty and inspiring and much needed
After a While -- -Veronica Shoffstall
After a while you learn the subtle difference
between holding a hand and chaining a soul
And you learn that love doesnt mean leaning
and company doesnt always mean security
And you begin to learn that kisses arent contracts
and presents arent promises
And you begin to accept your defeats
with your head up and your eyes ahead
with the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child
And you learn to build all your roads on today
because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans
and futures have a way of falling down in mid flight
After a while you learn that even sunshine burns
if you get too much
So you plant your own garden and decorate your
own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers
And you learn that you really can endure
that you really are strong
and you really do have worth
And you learn and you learn
with every goodbye you learn...
just a little bit of info *i looked DAMN hot tonight* haha but dont worry i didnt meet the man of my dreams. i tried tho.
anyway...I hate it when people think they know everything, and make assumptions that are TOTALLY WRONG. i told you we were just friends, that doesnt mean i secretly want you? so yah, since i did like you, as a very good close friend (at least i thought so) its gonna piss me off when all of a sudden you have a girlfriend and i am deleted out of your phone and your life!
i dont play games. i thought you knew that. so why are you? it sucks tho b/c i did what i hate...i made the assumption that me and you were best buds...but apparently i was way off target. just as you are. even tho you dont read this, it needs to be said, and im not about to call your dumbass. i'm over it. i guess youre one of those people they say that comes in and out of your life and leaves footprints on your heart, b/c i really did learn stuff from you and we had good times. im sorry you thought i had more feelings for you than friends, and im sorry you cant handle being friends with me now that you met someone. i'm happy for you. but...i really do miss you.
After a While -- -Veronica Shoffstall
After a while you learn the subtle difference
between holding a hand and chaining a soul
And you learn that love doesnt mean leaning
and company doesnt always mean security
And you begin to learn that kisses arent contracts
and presents arent promises
And you begin to accept your defeats
with your head up and your eyes ahead
with the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child
And you learn to build all your roads on today
because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans
and futures have a way of falling down in mid flight
After a while you learn that even sunshine burns
if you get too much
So you plant your own garden and decorate your
own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers
And you learn that you really can endure
that you really are strong
and you really do have worth
And you learn and you learn
with every goodbye you learn...
just a little bit of info *i looked DAMN hot tonight* haha but dont worry i didnt meet the man of my dreams. i tried tho.
anyway...I hate it when people think they know everything, and make assumptions that are TOTALLY WRONG. i told you we were just friends, that doesnt mean i secretly want you? so yah, since i did like you, as a very good close friend (at least i thought so) its gonna piss me off when all of a sudden you have a girlfriend and i am deleted out of your phone and your life!
i dont play games. i thought you knew that. so why are you? it sucks tho b/c i did what i hate...i made the assumption that me and you were best buds...but apparently i was way off target. just as you are. even tho you dont read this, it needs to be said, and im not about to call your dumbass. i'm over it. i guess youre one of those people they say that comes in and out of your life and leaves footprints on your heart, b/c i really did learn stuff from you and we had good times. im sorry you thought i had more feelings for you than friends, and im sorry you cant handle being friends with me now that you met someone. i'm happy for you. but...i really do miss you.