The Parting of the Sky
[
mood
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infinitely happy
]
[
music
|
ron sexsmith - tell me again
]
It feels like all my life I was waiting for today to happen.
Today was the first time that I've been hard put to fight tears of joy for the whole day.
I no longer feel the baggage of each day I spent lost.... each act borne of a desperate need to be accepted... each event that contributed to my brokeness.
It's just amazing when all your life you've been waiting for a sign... even just the tiniest hint of confirmation to hold on to and have faith in... and then today happens. Everything falls into place and you just know. All simply becomes undeniable.
It's like seeing with your own eyes all of your insecurities, uncertainties and doubts being crushed one by one.
Yes, it's been nothing short of a parting of the sky.
There will always be much to be thankful for.
I will do YOU proud...
...and I will forever be indebted to YOU. For staying when all I've been doing is pushing people away. For always reminding me of how much I'm worth in your own silly way. For always... always... always proving to me that you stay for me... all that I am and all that I'm not, when I'm convinced that everyone just really wants something that I cannot give.
"Here is what I know now, goes like this... In your love, my salvation lies"