I wish I had Balls so my School could Suck Them....
Have you ever had one of those incidences where you just knew... that it was blatant targeting of one sole person because that person was disliked or somehow made to be an example? I honestly can say, since oh, i don't know, fucking GRADE SCHOOL, i haven't had one of those incidences happen to me. Not until Today.
But let's give a little back story as to why i'm so pissed off as to maybe even thinking about DROPPING OUT OF SCHOOL when i've come this far.
At my Lovely oh so lovely school, we have what you call a Student Clinic. where people of the community come in to get massages from us students because we are required to have so many hours in clinic so that we can graduate. seems simple enough. but there are oh so many rules to this clinic it isn't even funny. And they all get broken, i mean fuck, we're college students. but actually, i've been good. this is the one place of my school that i actually excel in. My clients love me, i'm always on time, i'm not a distraction and i don't cause problems. The supervisors of Clinic always love working with me too, because SEVERAL have noted on NUMEROUS occasions how nice I am unlike many other students who come in there and use it for a free-for-all. FOR EXAMPLE LIKE TODAY....
We have many students who are just known for their...shall we say... "slacker ability"... and i admit, i used to be one of those students... but lately i've stepped up my game, gotten back on track, and done everything that was asked of me, i've even sucked up a time or three to many ppl throughout the school. Well, today Clinic was just FULL of slacker ability. Students who really dont care about the school or what happens or how professional they appear to our clients that come in. We have many rules like i said of clinic, which all of what were broken somehow today. There was one girl chomping away on Doritos, spilling crumbs everywhere. No food or drink anywhere near clinic, thank you. One girl had her cellphone on vibrate and was texting ppl throughout the day (everyone knows this is a BIG no-no @ our school... you have to pay a dollar to the "fund" if your phone goes off anytime a teacher is around... so i'd say she owed about... ohh, at least 7 or 8 dollars) and here's lil ol' me reading a book, being quiet, not talking to anyone, just minding my business. I WaS READING A FUCKING BOOK FOR GOD'S SAKE. But the ONE TIME a teacher comes by, she looks directly at me, tells me i shouldn't be reading anything that's "NOT MASSAGE RELATED" and says i can't have the book back for a week. In the mean time, the Dorito girl and cell phone girl are laughing it up and flirting with guys in the same room and I AM THE ONE THAT GETS TARGETED!?! Oh but it doesn't end! I had a massage to do @ 7, this happened around 6:10 but i had everything set up, was good to go, so i went outside to cool down because i was pissed about the situation b4 my massage. all of a sudden our disciplinarian comes outside and says she needs to see me in her office. We walk there, she hands me my book and says i've disrespected the whole clinic, and that i need to go home and she'll DEAL with my PENALTY later... at this i just instantly start balling as an emotional person and we start arguing over how its not about other ppl, this is about me. I know everyone in the administrative hall way can hear us fighting because they all LOVE fucking gossip around there, eat it up like cheerios. How the FUCK is that fair. So she makes me walk back into clinic in front of EVERYONE else who is DEAD SILENT (can we say AWKWARD AS FUCK) and pack up my shit as i'm balling my eyes out and saying this isn't fair....
Needless to say, FUCK THAT PLACE AND FUCK THAT BITCH. Sorry, just really pissed off right now and I needed some place to vent. If you've made it thru the story and actually read it all, congrats, i'd give you a cookie if i could... i just can't wait to be done and i can't believe how unbelievably unfair certain aspects of life are.
But let's give a little back story as to why i'm so pissed off as to maybe even thinking about DROPPING OUT OF SCHOOL when i've come this far.
At my Lovely oh so lovely school, we have what you call a Student Clinic. where people of the community come in to get massages from us students because we are required to have so many hours in clinic so that we can graduate. seems simple enough. but there are oh so many rules to this clinic it isn't even funny. And they all get broken, i mean fuck, we're college students. but actually, i've been good. this is the one place of my school that i actually excel in. My clients love me, i'm always on time, i'm not a distraction and i don't cause problems. The supervisors of Clinic always love working with me too, because SEVERAL have noted on NUMEROUS occasions how nice I am unlike many other students who come in there and use it for a free-for-all. FOR EXAMPLE LIKE TODAY....
We have many students who are just known for their...shall we say... "slacker ability"... and i admit, i used to be one of those students... but lately i've stepped up my game, gotten back on track, and done everything that was asked of me, i've even sucked up a time or three to many ppl throughout the school. Well, today Clinic was just FULL of slacker ability. Students who really dont care about the school or what happens or how professional they appear to our clients that come in. We have many rules like i said of clinic, which all of what were broken somehow today. There was one girl chomping away on Doritos, spilling crumbs everywhere. No food or drink anywhere near clinic, thank you. One girl had her cellphone on vibrate and was texting ppl throughout the day (everyone knows this is a BIG no-no @ our school... you have to pay a dollar to the "fund" if your phone goes off anytime a teacher is around... so i'd say she owed about... ohh, at least 7 or 8 dollars) and here's lil ol' me reading a book, being quiet, not talking to anyone, just minding my business. I WaS READING A FUCKING BOOK FOR GOD'S SAKE. But the ONE TIME a teacher comes by, she looks directly at me, tells me i shouldn't be reading anything that's "NOT MASSAGE RELATED" and says i can't have the book back for a week. In the mean time, the Dorito girl and cell phone girl are laughing it up and flirting with guys in the same room and I AM THE ONE THAT GETS TARGETED!?! Oh but it doesn't end! I had a massage to do @ 7, this happened around 6:10 but i had everything set up, was good to go, so i went outside to cool down because i was pissed about the situation b4 my massage. all of a sudden our disciplinarian comes outside and says she needs to see me in her office. We walk there, she hands me my book and says i've disrespected the whole clinic, and that i need to go home and she'll DEAL with my PENALTY later... at this i just instantly start balling as an emotional person and we start arguing over how its not about other ppl, this is about me. I know everyone in the administrative hall way can hear us fighting because they all LOVE fucking gossip around there, eat it up like cheerios. How the FUCK is that fair. So she makes me walk back into clinic in front of EVERYONE else who is DEAD SILENT (can we say AWKWARD AS FUCK) and pack up my shit as i'm balling my eyes out and saying this isn't fair....
Needless to say, FUCK THAT PLACE AND FUCK THAT BITCH. Sorry, just really pissed off right now and I needed some place to vent. If you've made it thru the story and actually read it all, congrats, i'd give you a cookie if i could... i just can't wait to be done and i can't believe how unbelievably unfair certain aspects of life are.