god i can't do this...
we have a phone relationship. hours upon hours night after night. he's the ultimate alpha male. he's told me, that in his head, I'm already his. he's going to be a god damn architect in a couple months. he makes me laugh like no other and i love his laugh in return. we've only known each other a short time but he knows me like no other. secrets i don't tell anyone but my best friends, things only a therapist could guess... and i CAN'T have him. he's "retardedly busy" with school, fixing up HIS OWN house, and work. how do you trust someone that much? who knows what's the truth and what's not. and I'm falling deeper and deeper for this guy. should i just cut it off and not give it a chance and most likely hurt a little bit but get over it quick? or follow it thru, hope it works out, and hurt like no other if it doesn't?
i feel like it could be different. but my feelings have usually been wrong when it comes to guys. god this is why i stuck with casual hook-ups for so long. it's so much easier to not get hurt that way.... what's a girl to do.
i feel like it could be different. but my feelings have usually been wrong when it comes to guys. god this is why i stuck with casual hook-ups for so long. it's so much easier to not get hurt that way.... what's a girl to do.