thank god for myles

[clearlydreaming]

i had a really bad day yesterday. it happens, right? but it's been getting worse. i'm too emotional, and sometimes i hate the fact that i'm so in touch with my emotions. it hurts too much. i can put in more than what i get back. is that selfish or just normal? i feel like everything...everything-my entire world just crashes on me sometimes. i wanna go in my corner and hide. i wanna be alone, only i'm so afraid of being alone-i can't let go. i'm not sure that makes sence but it does to me. music is my only cure right now. i wanna crawl in the speakers so i can get that much more from it. i wanna go away, i wanna disapear for just a little bit. would anyone notice? would anyone care? would anyone? i'm such a baby.
i wanna be the light that burns out your eyes.
funny i'll never be that person...
it's never enough...