this must be what death feels like

[clearlycarly]

so it all started thursday when i started to feel alittle dizzy when i was in little italy. then it got worse that day when we almost missed "....spelling bee" because i was so dizzy i couldn't get up. Got home felt okish then the next morning there it was again. the dizzys. saturday was kind of a blur in the day because all i could think about was trying to stay up on my feet. Saturday night i saw phantom and almost had to leave before the end of act 1 because the dizzys were making it hard for me to see. I stuck it out and it was ok. Saturday night i felt like death. Sunday on the way to the airport i almost fainted on the bus, followed by blacking out in the airport. TERRIFYING. Got on the plane, read a magazine to not think about it. Got in the car in charlotte and had to keep my eyes closed. Got home and laid in bed and ate applesauce. Then i got in the car to get back to greensboro. I have no idea how i made it here. halfway my face and hands started tingling, then it moved up my arms. got here, somehow and had to go to bed immediately to not fall down. both times i tried to get up this morning i threw up.

so i think its because i forgot to take my medicine wednesday and thursday, this makes me feel sick and dizzy. when i feel sick i have a really hard time eating, when i don't eat i get really dizzy and black out. its kind of the worse feeling ever and i just want it to stop.

the dizzys and i are not friends and i wish they would go away.