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If the schedule is correct, I have 25 hours of work this week. Plus so much school I should really catch up on. I don't have time for a boy anymore, yet still, all I wanna do is find somebody. So much that I ruin any chance I may have. I'm looknig too hard and too deep. I'm not focusing on school and I'm not even having fun, just feeling the pain. So why, why do I do it? I should start studying on my time off and hanging out with the friends I haven't seen in a while. If I look at it ina different way, I could be doing so well right now. A boyfriend will come when the time is right. And when I get everythibng together, the time will be right. Until then, I can't handle it. And I say this so many times, I just hope for once I mean it.