waking up crying = no good
wow i def. just woke up gasping/crying. in my dream i was back home and my brother, dad and I were in a huge fight. it was NOT good at all and i was crying in my dream and it really upset me. i really hated it there. i'm so glad i moved out. Im pretty much awake now so i guess i'll go get some breakfast.
it still hurts so friggen much. i though i'd eventually get over it ya know? but it's just not happening. you know when you get that hard ball in the back of your throat when you fell like you're gunna cry but you dont wanna? yep thats me now. i'm just so upset right now. i dont even know what to do.
:(
why the fuck can someone be allowed to do this to anyone else? why? its not fair. its just not.
oww my head hurts. damn it. another perfectly good day ruined by my father.
bye.
it still hurts so friggen much. i though i'd eventually get over it ya know? but it's just not happening. you know when you get that hard ball in the back of your throat when you fell like you're gunna cry but you dont wanna? yep thats me now. i'm just so upset right now. i dont even know what to do.
:(
why the fuck can someone be allowed to do this to anyone else? why? its not fair. its just not.
oww my head hurts. damn it. another perfectly good day ruined by my father.
bye.