Apr 02, 2003 10:02
when i lived in porterville, gina had to have been my closest and best friend. we spent practically every moment possible together. she lived a couple blocks behind my house, and everyday we would walk to and from school together.
since i've moved here, she and i havent really seen, or for that matter talked. and when i wrote out letters to friends telling them about my life here with Irish..i never got any responce from her. and it hurt. i wasnt sure if she disapproved of it, or what was the deal. so naturally, i let it slide. nevertheless, i still think about her from time to time...and most of all i wish her the best in life.
my aunt told me last night that she had called for me. and since i moved out..she wasnt able to get ahold of me. my aunt said that gina sounded quite upset, and for some reason, needed to talk to me about something. at first, i was shocked that she would even call..not to mention call upset. but i didnt know if i should call her back or not. i mean, she never responded to me when i needed her to. -god that sounds so immature. (im not going to help you out, because you werent there for me...) im not like that, am i?
i suppose i'll try and call her tonight. just to check up on her. after all, i know that we're not as close of friends as we used to be...but we have a lot of memories behind us. and for the most part, i kinda miss her friendship.