update journal.
i haven't done much lately. i'm actually really excited for school to start. i'm having trouble just sitting around doing nothing. i think classes might be a bit tough this semester...and getting up at 7:30am on mondays and wednesdays won't be fun...but oh well, it gives me something to do. ...and also since school is starting, you know what that means...school clothes shopping. yes, i know most people feel that the whole 'school clothes shopping' thing ends when you graduate from high school or maybe even before that. well, this year i decided i'm going to go school clothes shopping and i'm going to feel good about myself. yes i am! i bought 2 ella moss shirts yesterday and i'm in love with them, they don't make me look like a fatty fatty 2 by 4. :) i also bought some sweatpants at lisa b's in newport (if you live in the area you should definitely check it out)...it a cute little boutique. i feel like shopping always makes me feel better...and lately i've been bummed because i have nothing to do...so i am treating myself to clothes. justin and i are going shopping in beverly hills on saturday. yay! hmm...what else? i went to both avril/gavin/butch shows last week. i got to see charlie and shawn and i met some really awesome people. butch walker was amazing as always...and i'm not going to lie i jumped around to avril. i actually got into the after party...the manager said he liked my dimples...oh yes the potholes in my face pay off every once in a while. i met gavin degraw at the after party and if he wasn't so strange i would really have half the mind to marry that guy. to me he is the definition of babe. saw joel from good charlotte, he was trying to act all i'm important and need to wear my hood up so people don't recognize me...that made me laugh. i danced like a nerd. gosh i am such a terrible dancer...alyssa and the rest of the clan are great...and me, well i'm not so great. after the 'after party' we went to alyssa's had some drinks at the 'blow hole' and then went to airin and luke's and played a little scrabble. gosh was i wasted. i was ridiculously wasted. that night was a wonderful mixture of beer, wine, jack, and vodka. i thought i was sooo funny...when in all reality i probably wasn't at all. the next night at the show i was really low key...pretty much just watched everyone play and then headed home. i was exhausted from the night before. what else? i went to dinner at buca di beppo w/ tran, suge, and roger...there was talk of an asian gang bang but it never happened. haha. speaking of 'out to dinner,' i need to stop that. i walk at night but it won't help if i keep eating out. ohhh but i did eat at maggiano's with justin, and it was delicious! anyways...that's about all. hope everyone is doing great. goodbye summer. oh...and i think i'm going to chain tomorrow...does anyone know if the working title is actually playing?!