Life lessons that no one wants to learn
I'd like to cut myself out of this body. I'd like to hear his apologies. Baby, tell me. For I am forgiving. I'd like to swallow more pills then can fit in my mouth. I'd like to scream until im innocent again. Be free of the dirt that corrupts my flesh. I'd like to be someone else. Somedays. Everyday. But not today. Today im too tired to play games. Too young to know better. Too old to care why. I'd like to be someone else. I'd like to pretend. Be born again. As someone worth something. I'd like to be free of these calories. That riddle my body. I'd like to hear his apologies. Watch him purge himself of his falsity. Baby, love me. For I am indeed worthy. I'd like to scream until I am free of my denial. Free of the lies that inhabit my soul. I'd like to be someone else. Somedays. Everyday. Today.