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Dreamed about E'lise again.
Doesn't happen often, but when it does the dreams are always of a disturbingly lucid, consistent, and sexual nature. This was probably the most lucid, consistent, and sexual one yet. I haven't spoken to E'lise in years, and if I ever see her again it'll be too soon, but sometimes I wonder if these dreams are indicative of the fact that a seething, angry letter is not proper closure when you're prepping an exit plan from your life for someone else. I'd be lying if I said I didn't think about her at least occasionally. I don't think that's unusual though, as I did know her for five years. However, by and large she's a part of the past, and most definitely a part that needs to stay there, and these dreams make me wonder if even after all this time I've really gotten over her or just stuffed all the unpleasantness I associate with her and her kind away somewhere and let it ferment.
I'm gonna go play Dawn of War.
Doesn't happen often, but when it does the dreams are always of a disturbingly lucid, consistent, and sexual nature. This was probably the most lucid, consistent, and sexual one yet. I haven't spoken to E'lise in years, and if I ever see her again it'll be too soon, but sometimes I wonder if these dreams are indicative of the fact that a seething, angry letter is not proper closure when you're prepping an exit plan from your life for someone else. I'd be lying if I said I didn't think about her at least occasionally. I don't think that's unusual though, as I did know her for five years. However, by and large she's a part of the past, and most definitely a part that needs to stay there, and these dreams make me wonder if even after all this time I've really gotten over her or just stuffed all the unpleasantness I associate with her and her kind away somewhere and let it ferment.
I'm gonna go play Dawn of War.