Dec 08, 2003 23:17
I have no hard feelings. Its just I'm very sad. It was a mutual decision that we should take a break. My boyfriend is busy for the next month.. with college visits.. and then hes going out of the country for the holidays. Thats cool as hell on his part.. but as he said he doesnt want to hold me back from anything. What I'm proud about myself though.. is that I am very faithful. I have never once cheated on a guy. I dont feel the need too.. even though if they've cheated on me.. I still have never and will never.
I can be faithful as hell.. its just the fact where right now hes so busy in his life.. and I'm still chillin with really nothing to do but school and work.
I am very hurt of course. Hes a really great guy though. He treats me with such RESPECT. Even though I repeat myself alot.. I really mean it. He is something that I really needed in my life after my breakup with EX-SHITHEAD. My ex didnt treat me right at all.. but Bryan is differnt. He makes me happy.. I can be myself.. period.
Anywayz I guess things always happen for a reason. Now I'm suck back on square one.
"Your tears dry out.. and soon u will be free to fly"..
xoxo
Cryssi