We Were Once Perfect Me and You ~ "Life Is Not An Episode Of Will and Grace" ~
Well, these are all my... um, WONDERFUL drabbles from my first scrawl_calibur claim. Naturally I picked Angeal x Zack. (DUH. I must shove my fandom down everyone's throat)
collection; We Were Once Perfect Me and You
rating; ranging from PG - NC-17
pairing; Angeal x Zack
prompts; Change, Heat, Darken, Note, Unknown, Love, Home, Control, Taste, Forever, Bright, Close, Late, Kiss, Cat, Accuse, Gift, Always, First, Ice, Force.
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Title: Special Place In His Heart
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal x Zack
Rating: T
Prompt: Change
Word Count: 261
Warning: It isn't that great... not my best work.
A/N: Eh, it's late I guess... my classes aren't helping my muse. xD Errors may be found. Sorry D:
"Shiva, Zack! Think before you-!" The older male glanced at the back of the boy's head, confused why he stopped so suddenly.
It was dark, way too late for a cadet to be passed his bedtime but like always, Zack got Angeal to bend the rules a little.
Maybe leading him to his "secret garden" wasn't the brightest idea.
"Angeal~! It's... whoa!" The dark haired man smiled at his student's expression. The garden was indeed quite lovely, if he did say so himself. He had started it when he was a cadet and had been taking care of it since. " 'Geal, oh my Gaia! This is just... awesooommmeee!"
Angeal chuckled watching his pup wonder around the green, just staring in awe. He asked what each plant was, smell them and well, ran around in it. After being suck in the ShinRa building so long, it must of been good to see real plants instead of those plastic things.
"I want to stay here forever!" He smiled. "I hope things never change."
"Change is... and well happen, Zack. That's just how it is."
"I know, but... still." He turned and hugged his mentor tightly, grinning up at the man he loved. "Can we come back again, 'Geal? Please? I wanna see more of your plants!"
Who could say no to that face? Not him. No matter what happened, or what fate brought them... Zack would always hold a special space in his heart. That would never change.
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Title: For Those Who Wait
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal Hewely x Zack Fair
Rating: NC-17
Prompt: Heat
Word Count: 116
Warning[s]: Smex... ish
A/N: Uh... yeahhhh. Not the best but hell. Pretty good. :D
Stumbling into the apartment hastily, they never stopped to look around to shut the door. Angeal just slammed the door and pinned his student against it, eating at his lips. Zack's hands were everywhere. Traveling down, down, down... he was much like a dog in heat.
Angeal greedily sucked on his neck, drawing a long moan from his pup's throat. "Fucking Shiva,Angeal."
Seeing his student be completely vulnerable was unbelievably hot. At times, he wondered if Zack just wanted to please his mentor, that he really didn't want this. However... seeing him like this, right now, begging and whining for more... maybe he wasn't the only one who waited.
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Title: That Song On The Radio
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal Hewley x Zack Fair
Rating: M
Prompt: Darken
Word Count: 117
Warning[s]: Spelling errors or just errors in general will happen. I'm sorry.
A/N: yeahhhh...
Now just had to darken his mood.
Zack laid on his bed, looking over at radio as the woman's song hit something in him. Tears started to swell in his eyes. He didn't bother wiping them, just let them spill down his cheeks.
"Hush, this is where it ends..."
Zack gave a shuddery sigh and curled himself into a ball on his side. It had offically been a month since Angeal's death. One whole month. The ravenette shook his head, unsure what to do. Why did it have to end this way? Why did it end so bittersweet?
He wanted to die. Anything was better than this. Anything...
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Title: This Ain't Fan-Mail
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal Hewley x Zack Fair
Rating: T
Prompt: Note
Word Count: 225 (WOOT! I broke the hundred mark)
Warning[s]: Eh, pretty worksafe. Suggestive maybe, but worksafe.
A/N: Uh, it's alright I guess.
Another one...?
Normally, Angeal wouldn't care much for pieces of paper on his desk but this was the fifth time today he had come in to find it on his desk. He had thrown away the others, not even glancing at it.
He sighed and went to throw it away when a thought struck him. Maybe he was supposed to read it. Might as well he figured. Maybe if he read it, he wouldn't be curious as to why he had it.
At first, he thought it was fan-mail. He hated fan-mail. All those women (who were at least his mother's age) asking for naked pictures, pieces of clothing, a night on the town... he shivered at the thought.
Opening the nicely, folded white note; his eyes squinted at the chicken-scratch. It took quite a while to figure out what the first line was saying.
Angeal blushed slightly, looking around to see anyone was watching then tucked the note into his pocket. He went back to work, trying not linger on what it had said.
Dear Angeal,
Hey, you know I love you and all. Plus, I love all that passionate stuff but tonight can we just go at it?
Thanks.
love,
Zack
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Title: Safety In Your Arms
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal Hewley x Zack Fair
Rating: T
Prompt: Unknown
Word Count: 95
Warning[s]: worksafe, pretty sad oh welll...
A/N: eh, not too good in my opinion.
The darkness was something that Zack always feared as a child. He never admitted it but dark made him think of the people he killed, the screams he heard, the smiling faces of children now bloody...
The unknown in the darkness... he never knew if anyone was going to come out and kill him. Sometimes he feared for his life... and sometimes he thought he deserved it.
However, when he crawled into bed with Angeal, those fears disappeared and all he could think about was being held safety in those arms.
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Title: Guilty, Beauty, Love
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal/Zack
Rating: T
Prompt: Love
Word Count: 186
Warning[s]: Eh, mushy-ness.
A/N: I'll admit it. I stole some lyrics from "Gulity, Beauty, Love" from Ouran Host Club. DON'T JUDGE ME. I like the remix better than the original. :D
He felt guilty. Angeal was 8 years his senior. Zack was so young. He shouldn't have to tied down to one person, especially when there were many others willing to take him. Though that made the Commander's blood boil. The thought of someone touching his Zack.
The beauty that was his puppy... made his knees weak. Zack was more beautiful than any woman he could want. It meant so much, to have his hand in his. His hugs and kisses weren't taken for granted either. Locked in a beautiful embrace Angeal thanked Gaia for such a gift.
Love.
Love. Angeal had never used that word too much. It was a word that he didn't think held really any meaning. However, now he used that word for only Zack. What a crime. What a beautiful crime to admire that handsome face in against his chest.
"I love you so much." Zack whispered one night. "I'm glad you were my first."
Angeal held his student close and smiled, whispering soft words in his ear. Words of love and devotion.
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Title: Miss You
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal Hewley x Zack Fair
Rating: M
Prompt: Home
Word Count: 474 (DAMMMMNNNN.)
Warning[s]: first person - Zack, sad but hopeful
A/N: GRAMMAR HATES ME. XDD
I glance at the clock again. Ten past 3. I really need to get some sleep. He'll be fine. He's fucking First for Gaia's sake!
It's hard to sleep when you're uncertain if someone you love not coming back. I don't know why but you just can't help but come up with "what if"'s situations. All I want is Angeal to be here. With me. Safe. In our bed, in our room, and in our house.
In one piece. Safe.
I want him home.
It doesn't feel like home without him. It feels weird coming in and sitting at our table by myself. I tried to invite Kunsel but I didn't want him. Not that Kunsel isn't a good friend or anything but... he's not Angeal.
I just want him home.
I rolled over, my back facing away from the clock. Maybe if I don't look at it. I'll feel better?
...
This isn't working.
"Dammit!" I growl, sitting up and practicality squeeze my brains out. I can't help but be worried. Fuck, I've seen the man cry! Yes. Angeal Hewley is human. Something, I as a cadet, would of probably laughed at. I mean, he's the great First. They don't have emotions... fuck.
I jump suddenly. A sound... of my PHS. Quickly grabbing it and flip it open, not even thinking to check who was calling. If they were making a prank call, I was gonna be pissed. "Hello?"
"Shouldn't you be sleeping young man?"
My heart skipped a heartbeat. He was safe. "Hey. When are you coming back?"
"Ah. Tomorrow. Should be home by the time your classes get out. Just thought I'd check in and see if you didn't get yourself into a pizza coma."
"What?" My shaking has gone down, I'm so happy I could just cry! "I've been eating healthy. Don't worry about me!"
"I have too." He chuckled. I didn't realized how much I missed his voice. "Sorry, I should let you get some sleep."
"Nah, I took a nap earlier." I'm totally lying right now. I couldn't sleep at all the night before, I couldn't have taken a nap if I wanted too after drinking all that coffee this morn... I mean, yesterday.
"Riiight." Angeal chuckled again.
"So where are you?"
"My tent. The others went to bed some time ago. I had paperwork to finish anyway."
I smirked and laid back down, the PHS hooked in the crook of my shoulder and ear. "Soooo Angeal..."
"Yes pup?"
"Whatcha wearing?"
Yeah. I 'm glad he's okay. I'm more than glad he'll be back tomorrow.
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Title: Trust
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal x Zack
Rating: M
Prompt: Control
Word Count: 88 (How sad is that?)
Warning[s]: It sucks. X'D
A/N: BRAIN. STUCK. GRRR.
No one could truly ever control the boy. Zack was far too skilled, too smart for anyone to even try to touch him.
Well, expect for Angeal.
Zack gave him control every time in bed. Wanting his mentor to take him, hang him off the edge of the cliff and pull him back. It was truly amazing to have such trust.
The control was something that was hard to maintain with Zack. The boy made him crazy but he loved him for it.
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Title: Banora White On The Go?
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal x Zack
Rating: R-NC17-M-URGH
Prompt: Taste
Word Count: 85 (LOWER.)
Warning[s]: Zack being naughty...
A/N: gjklhilajklhjakg... I almost forgot to do this. XDDD
The taste of Banora White was still in Angeal's mouth when he surprised the 2nd with a kiss. Zack wrapped his arms around his mentor's neck, wanting more of that sweet and sour apple.
"Mmmm... Angeal, you taste nice."
The older male's reply was simply a squeeze to the rear. Zack nipped at his tongue, laughing into the kiss.
"You always taste nice, puppy."
Zack smiled and started to go down. "I wonder... if you taste nice down there."
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Title: Marry Me?
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal x Zack
Rating: PG
Prompt: Forever
Word Count: 171
Warning[s]: Mushy-ness... and uh, not in CC timeline seeing how Angeal's still alive when Zack's 19. XD
A/N: I wanted to do one, sorry!
Forever...
"Forever?"
"And ever."
Angeal spoke softly as he slipped on the ring on his stu-First's finger. That's right. Zack did it. He became a first at the age of 19. He was an adult now.
...and he was getting married. To his mentor.
Well, it wasn't a wedding per say. Because they were indeed two males and ShinRa (though okay with homosexual relationship) could not marry two males.
But they had one anyway. "Fuck Midgar's rules," Reno of the Turks called. "You guys are fucking SOLDIERs. They can deal."
Zack smiled in his tux, his eyes starting to water. He had been waiting a long time for this.
So had Angeal.
"You may now kiss the bride." Aerith smiled as she gave Zack the flowers.
"Who's the bride?" Zack looked to Aerith and Angeal confused.
Angeal smirked. "You." And before the boy could say another word, he dipped him backwards and kissed him silent.
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Title: Bright Eyes
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal x Zack
Rating: PG
Prompt: Bright
Word Count: 92
Warning[s]: Worksafe
A/N: Eh.
His eyes were so bright and full of life. Angeal laughed quietly to himself. He must of been getting old if he though that Zack's eyes were more full of life than his.
However, it was true. Angeal had seen so much death and destruction. Zack however had not. He was able to keep his innocence.
That innocence drew the First Classmen to the boy. The fact that he was always was smiling. He wanted to remember that smile because that was the smile that melted his heart.
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Title: Being So Close To You
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal x Zack
Rating: NC-17
Prompt: Close
Word Count: 397
Warning[s]: Besides Zack getting blown, nothing much...not worksafe.
A/N: Eh. Thought I'd make some porn... but yeahhh.
"Fucking shit, Annnggeeaallll!" Zack gave a low groan. The boy under him wiggled in his grasp, begging for Angeal to just do something.
The older man smiled. His student had practically begging him to take him in a corner and give it to him hard and rough all during the ShinRa party dinner.
"Naughty pup." He growled, feeling possessive suddenly as he sucked on his adam's apple. Zack shivered and threw his arms around his mentor's neck, arching his back and rubbing against Angeal's knee just trying to get some friction. "Can't wait, huh?"
"I n-need you now, Angeal! Please!" He gripped around his neck as hands traveled down to the bugle in his uniform pants.
"Ah, seems you do." He smirked, cupping the outside of his crotch and rubbing slowly. Zack gave a low moan from his throat and whined again.
Angeal pretty much ripped off the boy's uniform off until he was naked beneath him. He took a long look at him. Soaking in his beauty. He remembered in the back of his mind that he was too close, that he told himself he would never see Zack this way.
But here he was, staring at the now fully nude Zack Fair... and he was all his. No one else could have him.
"Angeal," He smiled and kissed down his chest, down his stomach until he reached his student's weeping cock. Licking his lips once, he kissed along the length. He then consumed the head, sucking slightly. Zack's reply was simply a groan and his legs wrapping around his head so he couldn't leave.
Angeal continued, sucking slowly on the whole length in his mouth. One hand cradled his balls while the other pinched and smacked his behind.
It was all so much and so good. Zack couldn't hold anymore and he screamed his mentor's name as he felt himself reach the high climax, his vision going white.
Zack looked at Angeal and he had that look. The look he had seen many times before. Lust-filled and something predator about those eyes when the green leaked into the blue orbs. And Zack loved it. It was great being this close to Angeal. He never wanted it end.
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Title: Silly Kid
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal x Zack
Rating: PG
Prompt: Late
Word Count: 67
Warning[s]: Worksafe
A/N: Eh.
Angeal once again glanced at his watch. Four past three.
Zack was late. He was supposed to be in the VR room for training at two-thirty. Sharp.
Where is he?
Suddenly the room opened and there stood Zack... in his boxers, uniform in hand.
"I-I'm here, Angeal!"
The older male looked down, arms crossed and began to laugh.
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Title: How Could I Say No?
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal x Zack
Rating: T
Prompt: Kiss
Word Count: 202
Warning[s]: Kissy-face... worksafe.
A/N: ^^
"You're kidding me..."
Angeal stood there, arms crossed and head lowered. His lips were thin and tight as he nodded sadly.
"Never been... kissed?"
"No," He uncrossed his arms. "I have been kissed. I just have never been the first one to... kiss."
"Oooohhhh." Zack grinned. "I got an idea!"
Angeal raised his brow, quietly asking him to continue.
"Kiss me."
His whole face went beat red. "Zackary, that isn't even remotely funny."
"It's not a joke!" Zack whined. "I'm for real here. Kiss me."
Angeal pinched the bridge of his nose and sighed. "Are you going to whine if I don't?"
"Pretttyyy much."
Another sigh.
Oh well...
Angeal looked around the room. No one there. He leaned down and gave him a peak on the cheek. "There."
"Nope." The boy shook his head. "On the lips. Real kiss, 'Geal."
"Slave driver." He mumbled as he captured his lips in his own. The boy wrapped his arms around his neck as Angeal brought his around his waist.
This was the best dare ever. I'm soooo thanking Genesis later.
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Title: Not A Cat-Person
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII
Pairing: Angeal x Zack
Rating: T
Prompt: Cat
Word Count: 124
Warning[s]: Besides a slight mention of a naked Zack nothing too bad...
A/N: Eh.
"Isn't he adorable?" Genesis scratched behind the feline's ear. "He" purred. "I found him outback. Poor thing."
Angeal shook his head. "You realize if you feed it, it will only come back right?"
"He's not an it, Angeal. He has a name."
"Ah? And what is it?"
"Charles."
Angeal gave him a questioning look. "Charles..?"
"Sephiroth picked the name. Said it sounded normal."
Angeal shook his head, unsure of what to say to that. He sighed. "Sorry my friend, not a cat-person."
"And what are you then?"
A image appeared in Angeal's mind. A certain second-class SOLDIER naked, half-cuffed to his bed and whimpering.
"I'm more of a... dog person."
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Title: Do You Even Care?
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal x Zack
Rating: M
Prompt: Accuse
Word Count: 430
Warning[s]: Saddddddddddddddddddddd.
A/N: I blame Skillet for their "Better Than Drugs" song... xD
"What is wrong with you?" Zack screamed in his mentor's face. "How dare you accuse me of sleeping around! And what do you care? You don't want me anyway. Not like that. No, no." He went to slap him but Angeal caught his wrist. He didn't say a word, just stared at him. "What if I was? What do you care? You don't want me to look at you that anyway."
"Zack,"
"NO." He ripped his hand away. "You listen to me, Commander. I can sleep with anyone I want. I'm of legal age. Not that you care of course. Oh no. My feelings for you are filthy. Yeah, you don't want your gay student having gay feelings for you. Yeah, I saw that twitch. You don't like that word do you? Well guess what? I'm gay, Angeal. Gay, gay, gay."
It silent for a moment, Angeal averted his eyes to from looking into the hurt ones of his puppy. "You don't understand... it's not that I'm not flattered, it just can't happen."
Zack shook his head. "Whatever. I'm out of here. I know when I'm not wanted." He turned on his heels and proceeded to stomp out of the apartment. "Don't expect me to come to training tomorrow." He said before slamming the door shut.
Angeal stood there, looking at the door longingly. He shouldn't of brought it up. He closed his eyes. In truth, he was in love with his student but these feelings conflicted with his sense of honor and pride.
But Zack also had feelings for the man. He gave his love like wine and Angeal was worried one day he would drink too much. How could he tell him all that he was too him? What he did to him? That he could feel his every heartbeat on those empty nights alone. He was his escape from the mess that was ShinRa. Every moment with the boy, he felt so high. So... happy.
He was jealous of people Zack hung out with. Especially Reno and Kunsel. Those two looked at more than friends and Angeal didn't want to lose his student.
Oh, he wanted him. So much that, at least once a week, he'd dream about it. Making love to that ravenette...
His jealous was getting stronger each day. He needed to tell him, he loved him...
Angeal sighed deeply and started his way to Zack's room. He didn't want him to go to bed mad.
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Title: Holiday Cheer
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal x Zack
Rating: PG
Prompt: Gift
Word Count: 184
Warning[s]: worksafe. CRAP WRITING THOUGH.
A/N: Feeling very mushy and sweet after writing that last one.
Christmas was Zack's favorite holiday. He was the one who suggested that the SOLDIER floor decorate. Genesis thought this was a wonderful idea and supported him fully.
That is why Angeal was up at two in the morning putting up decorations which Genesis pointing out where he wanted what.
Zack was no where to be found.
Usually, Angeal would of been worried but his red headed friend had assured him that he sent him out for some shopping with Sephiroth.
After Genesis decided to call it a day, Angeal had wasted most of his time putting up mistletoe was about the time Zack and Sephiroth got back... with boxes in hands.
"Here you go! Merry Christmas 'Geal." He gave his mentor a smile before giving Genesis his present.
The dark haired man looked at his gift in question and smiled. "Thank you."
"Angeal~," Genesis sang happily. "You and Zack are under the mistletoe."
Looking up the two noticed and blushed equally. "Do we have-" Angeal was cut off by a pair of soft lips.
"Merry Christmas." He said again, smiling softly.
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Title: Sleeping Next To You
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal x Zack
Rating: PG
Prompt: Always
Word Count: 142
Warning[s]: Worksafe.
A/N: Eh. Didn't really know what to put for this one...
Always protect your SOLDIER honour.
Zack's eyes fluttered opened slowly. He stared at his mentor's sleeping form, the lines on his face relaxed finally.
The boy smiled softly and snuggled closer, enjoying the warm that the man was giving off. Normally he would of been frighten how much he clung to him, always in fear of him waking up and calling him a freak or something like that.
He didn't need to worry about that anymore. After all, they had sex hours before. Zack blushed remembering how he had moaned. That wasn't very manly.
Angeal shifted in his sleep and flung an arm around Zack's waist pulling him a bit closer. The Second kissed his lips gently and cuddled against him.
I wanna stay like this. With you. Always.
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Title: Something Beautiful
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing(s): Angeal x Zack
Rating: PG-13
Prompt: First
Word Count: 298
Warning(s): Besides kissing and some flipping off... pretty worksafe.
A/N: :3 Music inspires me to write such sappy stuff I tell ya.
Angeal was a first for alot of things. First man kissed for example. Zack had kissed some girls and done some touching but didn't think it was his cup of tea.
He was also his first...first. As in Zack was a virgin when Angeal laid him down on the bed and made love to him. It was painful... but rewarding. He saw another side of Angeal he had never seen before. Careful Angeal... loving Angeal...
He was Zack's first love. The boy closed his eyes in the rain and snuggled close to his mentor. They had just gotten out of the building when it started to rain. They went to see a movie Genesis had been bugging them to go too.
"I bet he knew it was going to rain too." Angeal grunted, annoyed at the weather. Zack chuckled and pulled his sleeve.
"Yes, pup?" He asked turning towards the ravenette. He smiled softly.
Zack didn't care how unmanly he looked next to his lover anymore. He noticed the way the rain had gotten them both wet, shirts clinging to skin. Zack leaned into him, placing a kiss against his chin. "Nothing."
Angeal chuckled and return the kiss. When their lips met nothing else matter in the world. Just the two lovers expressing their love with tongue.
"Oh, come now!" A voice snapped. "If you're going to have sex at least call me so I get a camera set up. Your fanclub would love this, Angie."
Zack, still kissing his mentor, flipped off the redhead.
Genesis giggled and turned to Sephiroth was looked bored staring at the steering wheel. "We'll give them a few minutes. If they're not done by then, we drive off."
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Title: Diamond Dust
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing(s): Angeal x Zack
Rating: PG
Prompt: Ice
Word Count: 77
Warning(s): Worksafe.
A/N: jagkkjgajkhdfms,hfg I can't think.
It just like ice, Angeal's heart. He was a SOLDIER First Class. He didn't have time for romance, didn't have time to relax. Couldn't even give a genuine smile.
That's where Zack came in. He took on the role to break apart the ice that surrounded that beating organ. It took blood, sweat and alot of tears to finally crack.
Angeal took his student in his arms and held him close. "Thank you."
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Title: Choose
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing(s): Angeal x Zack
Rating: M (for non explicit sex)
Prompt: Force
Word Count: 229
Warning(s): non explicit sex
A/N: Eh. Nothing too special. Just Angeal being very emo... xD
Choose.
Zack didn't give him a choice really. He loved Angeal more than he could say but he hurt him so bad. Made him cry, made him scream, made him wish he could die.
Angeal was forced into a corner. Either hurt Zack now and leave... or stay with him and damage him more. He tried to leave, tried everything.
Much to his shame, he even tried raping the boy. To make him sick, to make Zack hate him.
His arousal loved the boy under him, moaning and crawling his back, however his mind hated what he was doing. He had to do this. He had to do this, no matter sick it was.
However his plan had the opposite effect. In the end, Angeal let himself go in Zack's fantasy. That nothing mattered but their bodies together, the feeling of being connected. He whispered sweet words instead of the harsh words he should of spoken.
Placing his head in his head, he sighed heavily and looked to the boy beside him. He looked so happy and... almost glowing. He leaned over and kissed his forehead, holding back bitter tears.
It was over. This would never be anything more than a memory. Angeal stood up and walked away with a heavy heart, cursing himself.
collection; We Were Once Perfect Me and You
rating; ranging from PG - NC-17
pairing; Angeal x Zack
prompts; Change, Heat, Darken, Note, Unknown, Love, Home, Control, Taste, Forever, Bright, Close, Late, Kiss, Cat, Accuse, Gift, Always, First, Ice, Force.
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Title: Special Place In His Heart
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal x Zack
Rating: T
Prompt: Change
Word Count: 261
Warning: It isn't that great... not my best work.
A/N: Eh, it's late I guess... my classes aren't helping my muse. xD Errors may be found. Sorry D:
"Shiva, Zack! Think before you-!" The older male glanced at the back of the boy's head, confused why he stopped so suddenly.
It was dark, way too late for a cadet to be passed his bedtime but like always, Zack got Angeal to bend the rules a little.
Maybe leading him to his "secret garden" wasn't the brightest idea.
"Angeal~! It's... whoa!" The dark haired man smiled at his student's expression. The garden was indeed quite lovely, if he did say so himself. He had started it when he was a cadet and had been taking care of it since. " 'Geal, oh my Gaia! This is just... awesooommmeee!"
Angeal chuckled watching his pup wonder around the green, just staring in awe. He asked what each plant was, smell them and well, ran around in it. After being suck in the ShinRa building so long, it must of been good to see real plants instead of those plastic things.
"I want to stay here forever!" He smiled. "I hope things never change."
"Change is... and well happen, Zack. That's just how it is."
"I know, but... still." He turned and hugged his mentor tightly, grinning up at the man he loved. "Can we come back again, 'Geal? Please? I wanna see more of your plants!"
Who could say no to that face? Not him. No matter what happened, or what fate brought them... Zack would always hold a special space in his heart. That would never change.
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Title: For Those Who Wait
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal Hewely x Zack Fair
Rating: NC-17
Prompt: Heat
Word Count: 116
Warning[s]: Smex... ish
A/N: Uh... yeahhhh. Not the best but hell. Pretty good. :D
Stumbling into the apartment hastily, they never stopped to look around to shut the door. Angeal just slammed the door and pinned his student against it, eating at his lips. Zack's hands were everywhere. Traveling down, down, down... he was much like a dog in heat.
Angeal greedily sucked on his neck, drawing a long moan from his pup's throat. "Fucking Shiva,Angeal."
Seeing his student be completely vulnerable was unbelievably hot. At times, he wondered if Zack just wanted to please his mentor, that he really didn't want this. However... seeing him like this, right now, begging and whining for more... maybe he wasn't the only one who waited.
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Title: That Song On The Radio
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal Hewley x Zack Fair
Rating: M
Prompt: Darken
Word Count: 117
Warning[s]: Spelling errors or just errors in general will happen. I'm sorry.
A/N: yeahhhh...
Now just had to darken his mood.
Zack laid on his bed, looking over at radio as the woman's song hit something in him. Tears started to swell in his eyes. He didn't bother wiping them, just let them spill down his cheeks.
"Hush, this is where it ends..."
Zack gave a shuddery sigh and curled himself into a ball on his side. It had offically been a month since Angeal's death. One whole month. The ravenette shook his head, unsure what to do. Why did it have to end this way? Why did it end so bittersweet?
He wanted to die. Anything was better than this. Anything...
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Title: This Ain't Fan-Mail
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal Hewley x Zack Fair
Rating: T
Prompt: Note
Word Count: 225 (WOOT! I broke the hundred mark)
Warning[s]: Eh, pretty worksafe. Suggestive maybe, but worksafe.
A/N: Uh, it's alright I guess.
Another one...?
Normally, Angeal wouldn't care much for pieces of paper on his desk but this was the fifth time today he had come in to find it on his desk. He had thrown away the others, not even glancing at it.
He sighed and went to throw it away when a thought struck him. Maybe he was supposed to read it. Might as well he figured. Maybe if he read it, he wouldn't be curious as to why he had it.
At first, he thought it was fan-mail. He hated fan-mail. All those women (who were at least his mother's age) asking for naked pictures, pieces of clothing, a night on the town... he shivered at the thought.
Opening the nicely, folded white note; his eyes squinted at the chicken-scratch. It took quite a while to figure out what the first line was saying.
Angeal blushed slightly, looking around to see anyone was watching then tucked the note into his pocket. He went back to work, trying not linger on what it had said.
Dear Angeal,
Hey, you know I love you and all. Plus, I love all that passionate stuff but tonight can we just go at it?
Thanks.
love,
Zack
---
Title: Safety In Your Arms
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal Hewley x Zack Fair
Rating: T
Prompt: Unknown
Word Count: 95
Warning[s]: worksafe, pretty sad oh welll...
A/N: eh, not too good in my opinion.
The darkness was something that Zack always feared as a child. He never admitted it but dark made him think of the people he killed, the screams he heard, the smiling faces of children now bloody...
The unknown in the darkness... he never knew if anyone was going to come out and kill him. Sometimes he feared for his life... and sometimes he thought he deserved it.
However, when he crawled into bed with Angeal, those fears disappeared and all he could think about was being held safety in those arms.
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Title: Guilty, Beauty, Love
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal/Zack
Rating: T
Prompt: Love
Word Count: 186
Warning[s]: Eh, mushy-ness.
A/N: I'll admit it. I stole some lyrics from "Gulity, Beauty, Love" from Ouran Host Club. DON'T JUDGE ME. I like the remix better than the original. :D
He felt guilty. Angeal was 8 years his senior. Zack was so young. He shouldn't have to tied down to one person, especially when there were many others willing to take him. Though that made the Commander's blood boil. The thought of someone touching his Zack.
The beauty that was his puppy... made his knees weak. Zack was more beautiful than any woman he could want. It meant so much, to have his hand in his. His hugs and kisses weren't taken for granted either. Locked in a beautiful embrace Angeal thanked Gaia for such a gift.
Love.
Love. Angeal had never used that word too much. It was a word that he didn't think held really any meaning. However, now he used that word for only Zack. What a crime. What a beautiful crime to admire that handsome face in against his chest.
"I love you so much." Zack whispered one night. "I'm glad you were my first."
Angeal held his student close and smiled, whispering soft words in his ear. Words of love and devotion.
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Title: Miss You
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal Hewley x Zack Fair
Rating: M
Prompt: Home
Word Count: 474 (DAMMMMNNNN.)
Warning[s]: first person - Zack, sad but hopeful
A/N: GRAMMAR HATES ME. XDD
I glance at the clock again. Ten past 3. I really need to get some sleep. He'll be fine. He's fucking First for Gaia's sake!
It's hard to sleep when you're uncertain if someone you love not coming back. I don't know why but you just can't help but come up with "what if"'s situations. All I want is Angeal to be here. With me. Safe. In our bed, in our room, and in our house.
In one piece. Safe.
I want him home.
It doesn't feel like home without him. It feels weird coming in and sitting at our table by myself. I tried to invite Kunsel but I didn't want him. Not that Kunsel isn't a good friend or anything but... he's not Angeal.
I just want him home.
I rolled over, my back facing away from the clock. Maybe if I don't look at it. I'll feel better?
...
This isn't working.
"Dammit!" I growl, sitting up and practicality squeeze my brains out. I can't help but be worried. Fuck, I've seen the man cry! Yes. Angeal Hewley is human. Something, I as a cadet, would of probably laughed at. I mean, he's the great First. They don't have emotions... fuck.
I jump suddenly. A sound... of my PHS. Quickly grabbing it and flip it open, not even thinking to check who was calling. If they were making a prank call, I was gonna be pissed. "Hello?"
"Shouldn't you be sleeping young man?"
My heart skipped a heartbeat. He was safe. "Hey. When are you coming back?"
"Ah. Tomorrow. Should be home by the time your classes get out. Just thought I'd check in and see if you didn't get yourself into a pizza coma."
"What?" My shaking has gone down, I'm so happy I could just cry! "I've been eating healthy. Don't worry about me!"
"I have too." He chuckled. I didn't realized how much I missed his voice. "Sorry, I should let you get some sleep."
"Nah, I took a nap earlier." I'm totally lying right now. I couldn't sleep at all the night before, I couldn't have taken a nap if I wanted too after drinking all that coffee this morn... I mean, yesterday.
"Riiight." Angeal chuckled again.
"So where are you?"
"My tent. The others went to bed some time ago. I had paperwork to finish anyway."
I smirked and laid back down, the PHS hooked in the crook of my shoulder and ear. "Soooo Angeal..."
"Yes pup?"
"Whatcha wearing?"
Yeah. I 'm glad he's okay. I'm more than glad he'll be back tomorrow.
---
Title: Trust
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal x Zack
Rating: M
Prompt: Control
Word Count: 88 (How sad is that?)
Warning[s]: It sucks. X'D
A/N: BRAIN. STUCK. GRRR.
No one could truly ever control the boy. Zack was far too skilled, too smart for anyone to even try to touch him.
Well, expect for Angeal.
Zack gave him control every time in bed. Wanting his mentor to take him, hang him off the edge of the cliff and pull him back. It was truly amazing to have such trust.
The control was something that was hard to maintain with Zack. The boy made him crazy but he loved him for it.
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Title: Banora White On The Go?
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal x Zack
Rating: R-NC17-M-URGH
Prompt: Taste
Word Count: 85 (LOWER.)
Warning[s]: Zack being naughty...
A/N: gjklhilajklhjakg... I almost forgot to do this. XDDD
The taste of Banora White was still in Angeal's mouth when he surprised the 2nd with a kiss. Zack wrapped his arms around his mentor's neck, wanting more of that sweet and sour apple.
"Mmmm... Angeal, you taste nice."
The older male's reply was simply a squeeze to the rear. Zack nipped at his tongue, laughing into the kiss.
"You always taste nice, puppy."
Zack smiled and started to go down. "I wonder... if you taste nice down there."
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Title: Marry Me?
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal x Zack
Rating: PG
Prompt: Forever
Word Count: 171
Warning[s]: Mushy-ness... and uh, not in CC timeline seeing how Angeal's still alive when Zack's 19. XD
A/N: I wanted to do one, sorry!
Forever...
"Forever?"
"And ever."
Angeal spoke softly as he slipped on the ring on his stu-First's finger. That's right. Zack did it. He became a first at the age of 19. He was an adult now.
...and he was getting married. To his mentor.
Well, it wasn't a wedding per say. Because they were indeed two males and ShinRa (though okay with homosexual relationship) could not marry two males.
But they had one anyway. "Fuck Midgar's rules," Reno of the Turks called. "You guys are fucking SOLDIERs. They can deal."
Zack smiled in his tux, his eyes starting to water. He had been waiting a long time for this.
So had Angeal.
"You may now kiss the bride." Aerith smiled as she gave Zack the flowers.
"Who's the bride?" Zack looked to Aerith and Angeal confused.
Angeal smirked. "You." And before the boy could say another word, he dipped him backwards and kissed him silent.
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Title: Bright Eyes
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal x Zack
Rating: PG
Prompt: Bright
Word Count: 92
Warning[s]: Worksafe
A/N: Eh.
His eyes were so bright and full of life. Angeal laughed quietly to himself. He must of been getting old if he though that Zack's eyes were more full of life than his.
However, it was true. Angeal had seen so much death and destruction. Zack however had not. He was able to keep his innocence.
That innocence drew the First Classmen to the boy. The fact that he was always was smiling. He wanted to remember that smile because that was the smile that melted his heart.
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Title: Being So Close To You
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal x Zack
Rating: NC-17
Prompt: Close
Word Count: 397
Warning[s]: Besides Zack getting blown, nothing much...not worksafe.
A/N: Eh. Thought I'd make some porn... but yeahhh.
"Fucking shit, Annnggeeaallll!" Zack gave a low groan. The boy under him wiggled in his grasp, begging for Angeal to just do something.
The older man smiled. His student had practically begging him to take him in a corner and give it to him hard and rough all during the ShinRa party dinner.
"Naughty pup." He growled, feeling possessive suddenly as he sucked on his adam's apple. Zack shivered and threw his arms around his mentor's neck, arching his back and rubbing against Angeal's knee just trying to get some friction. "Can't wait, huh?"
"I n-need you now, Angeal! Please!" He gripped around his neck as hands traveled down to the bugle in his uniform pants.
"Ah, seems you do." He smirked, cupping the outside of his crotch and rubbing slowly. Zack gave a low moan from his throat and whined again.
Angeal pretty much ripped off the boy's uniform off until he was naked beneath him. He took a long look at him. Soaking in his beauty. He remembered in the back of his mind that he was too close, that he told himself he would never see Zack this way.
But here he was, staring at the now fully nude Zack Fair... and he was all his. No one else could have him.
"Angeal," He smiled and kissed down his chest, down his stomach until he reached his student's weeping cock. Licking his lips once, he kissed along the length. He then consumed the head, sucking slightly. Zack's reply was simply a groan and his legs wrapping around his head so he couldn't leave.
Angeal continued, sucking slowly on the whole length in his mouth. One hand cradled his balls while the other pinched and smacked his behind.
It was all so much and so good. Zack couldn't hold anymore and he screamed his mentor's name as he felt himself reach the high climax, his vision going white.
Zack looked at Angeal and he had that look. The look he had seen many times before. Lust-filled and something predator about those eyes when the green leaked into the blue orbs. And Zack loved it. It was great being this close to Angeal. He never wanted it end.
---
Title: Silly Kid
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal x Zack
Rating: PG
Prompt: Late
Word Count: 67
Warning[s]: Worksafe
A/N: Eh.
Angeal once again glanced at his watch. Four past three.
Zack was late. He was supposed to be in the VR room for training at two-thirty. Sharp.
Where is he?
Suddenly the room opened and there stood Zack... in his boxers, uniform in hand.
"I-I'm here, Angeal!"
The older male looked down, arms crossed and began to laugh.
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Title: How Could I Say No?
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal x Zack
Rating: T
Prompt: Kiss
Word Count: 202
Warning[s]: Kissy-face... worksafe.
A/N: ^^
"You're kidding me..."
Angeal stood there, arms crossed and head lowered. His lips were thin and tight as he nodded sadly.
"Never been... kissed?"
"No," He uncrossed his arms. "I have been kissed. I just have never been the first one to... kiss."
"Oooohhhh." Zack grinned. "I got an idea!"
Angeal raised his brow, quietly asking him to continue.
"Kiss me."
His whole face went beat red. "Zackary, that isn't even remotely funny."
"It's not a joke!" Zack whined. "I'm for real here. Kiss me."
Angeal pinched the bridge of his nose and sighed. "Are you going to whine if I don't?"
"Pretttyyy much."
Another sigh.
Oh well...
Angeal looked around the room. No one there. He leaned down and gave him a peak on the cheek. "There."
"Nope." The boy shook his head. "On the lips. Real kiss, 'Geal."
"Slave driver." He mumbled as he captured his lips in his own. The boy wrapped his arms around his neck as Angeal brought his around his waist.
This was the best dare ever. I'm soooo thanking Genesis later.
---
Title: Not A Cat-Person
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII
Pairing: Angeal x Zack
Rating: T
Prompt: Cat
Word Count: 124
Warning[s]: Besides a slight mention of a naked Zack nothing too bad...
A/N: Eh.
"Isn't he adorable?" Genesis scratched behind the feline's ear. "He" purred. "I found him outback. Poor thing."
Angeal shook his head. "You realize if you feed it, it will only come back right?"
"He's not an it, Angeal. He has a name."
"Ah? And what is it?"
"Charles."
Angeal gave him a questioning look. "Charles..?"
"Sephiroth picked the name. Said it sounded normal."
Angeal shook his head, unsure of what to say to that. He sighed. "Sorry my friend, not a cat-person."
"And what are you then?"
A image appeared in Angeal's mind. A certain second-class SOLDIER naked, half-cuffed to his bed and whimpering.
"I'm more of a... dog person."
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Title: Do You Even Care?
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal x Zack
Rating: M
Prompt: Accuse
Word Count: 430
Warning[s]: Saddddddddddddddddddddd.
A/N: I blame Skillet for their "Better Than Drugs" song... xD
"What is wrong with you?" Zack screamed in his mentor's face. "How dare you accuse me of sleeping around! And what do you care? You don't want me anyway. Not like that. No, no." He went to slap him but Angeal caught his wrist. He didn't say a word, just stared at him. "What if I was? What do you care? You don't want me to look at you that anyway."
"Zack,"
"NO." He ripped his hand away. "You listen to me, Commander. I can sleep with anyone I want. I'm of legal age. Not that you care of course. Oh no. My feelings for you are filthy. Yeah, you don't want your gay student having gay feelings for you. Yeah, I saw that twitch. You don't like that word do you? Well guess what? I'm gay, Angeal. Gay, gay, gay."
It silent for a moment, Angeal averted his eyes to from looking into the hurt ones of his puppy. "You don't understand... it's not that I'm not flattered, it just can't happen."
Zack shook his head. "Whatever. I'm out of here. I know when I'm not wanted." He turned on his heels and proceeded to stomp out of the apartment. "Don't expect me to come to training tomorrow." He said before slamming the door shut.
Angeal stood there, looking at the door longingly. He shouldn't of brought it up. He closed his eyes. In truth, he was in love with his student but these feelings conflicted with his sense of honor and pride.
But Zack also had feelings for the man. He gave his love like wine and Angeal was worried one day he would drink too much. How could he tell him all that he was too him? What he did to him? That he could feel his every heartbeat on those empty nights alone. He was his escape from the mess that was ShinRa. Every moment with the boy, he felt so high. So... happy.
He was jealous of people Zack hung out with. Especially Reno and Kunsel. Those two looked at more than friends and Angeal didn't want to lose his student.
Oh, he wanted him. So much that, at least once a week, he'd dream about it. Making love to that ravenette...
His jealous was getting stronger each day. He needed to tell him, he loved him...
Angeal sighed deeply and started his way to Zack's room. He didn't want him to go to bed mad.
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Title: Holiday Cheer
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal x Zack
Rating: PG
Prompt: Gift
Word Count: 184
Warning[s]: worksafe. CRAP WRITING THOUGH.
A/N: Feeling very mushy and sweet after writing that last one.
Christmas was Zack's favorite holiday. He was the one who suggested that the SOLDIER floor decorate. Genesis thought this was a wonderful idea and supported him fully.
That is why Angeal was up at two in the morning putting up decorations which Genesis pointing out where he wanted what.
Zack was no where to be found.
Usually, Angeal would of been worried but his red headed friend had assured him that he sent him out for some shopping with Sephiroth.
After Genesis decided to call it a day, Angeal had wasted most of his time putting up mistletoe was about the time Zack and Sephiroth got back... with boxes in hands.
"Here you go! Merry Christmas 'Geal." He gave his mentor a smile before giving Genesis his present.
The dark haired man looked at his gift in question and smiled. "Thank you."
"Angeal~," Genesis sang happily. "You and Zack are under the mistletoe."
Looking up the two noticed and blushed equally. "Do we have-" Angeal was cut off by a pair of soft lips.
"Merry Christmas." He said again, smiling softly.
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Title: Sleeping Next To You
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing: Angeal x Zack
Rating: PG
Prompt: Always
Word Count: 142
Warning[s]: Worksafe.
A/N: Eh. Didn't really know what to put for this one...
Always protect your SOLDIER honour.
Zack's eyes fluttered opened slowly. He stared at his mentor's sleeping form, the lines on his face relaxed finally.
The boy smiled softly and snuggled closer, enjoying the warm that the man was giving off. Normally he would of been frighten how much he clung to him, always in fear of him waking up and calling him a freak or something like that.
He didn't need to worry about that anymore. After all, they had sex hours before. Zack blushed remembering how he had moaned. That wasn't very manly.
Angeal shifted in his sleep and flung an arm around Zack's waist pulling him a bit closer. The Second kissed his lips gently and cuddled against him.
I wanna stay like this. With you. Always.
---
Title: Something Beautiful
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing(s): Angeal x Zack
Rating: PG-13
Prompt: First
Word Count: 298
Warning(s): Besides kissing and some flipping off... pretty worksafe.
A/N: :3 Music inspires me to write such sappy stuff I tell ya.
Angeal was a first for alot of things. First man kissed for example. Zack had kissed some girls and done some touching but didn't think it was his cup of tea.
He was also his first...first. As in Zack was a virgin when Angeal laid him down on the bed and made love to him. It was painful... but rewarding. He saw another side of Angeal he had never seen before. Careful Angeal... loving Angeal...
He was Zack's first love. The boy closed his eyes in the rain and snuggled close to his mentor. They had just gotten out of the building when it started to rain. They went to see a movie Genesis had been bugging them to go too.
"I bet he knew it was going to rain too." Angeal grunted, annoyed at the weather. Zack chuckled and pulled his sleeve.
"Yes, pup?" He asked turning towards the ravenette. He smiled softly.
Zack didn't care how unmanly he looked next to his lover anymore. He noticed the way the rain had gotten them both wet, shirts clinging to skin. Zack leaned into him, placing a kiss against his chin. "Nothing."
Angeal chuckled and return the kiss. When their lips met nothing else matter in the world. Just the two lovers expressing their love with tongue.
"Oh, come now!" A voice snapped. "If you're going to have sex at least call me so I get a camera set up. Your fanclub would love this, Angie."
Zack, still kissing his mentor, flipped off the redhead.
Genesis giggled and turned to Sephiroth was looked bored staring at the steering wheel. "We'll give them a few minutes. If they're not done by then, we drive off."
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Title: Diamond Dust
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing(s): Angeal x Zack
Rating: PG
Prompt: Ice
Word Count: 77
Warning(s): Worksafe.
A/N: jagkkjgajkhdfms,hfg I can't think.
It just like ice, Angeal's heart. He was a SOLDIER First Class. He didn't have time for romance, didn't have time to relax. Couldn't even give a genuine smile.
That's where Zack came in. He took on the role to break apart the ice that surrounded that beating organ. It took blood, sweat and alot of tears to finally crack.
Angeal took his student in his arms and held him close. "Thank you."
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Title: Choose
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Pairing(s): Angeal x Zack
Rating: M (for non explicit sex)
Prompt: Force
Word Count: 229
Warning(s): non explicit sex
A/N: Eh. Nothing too special. Just Angeal being very emo... xD
Choose.
Zack didn't give him a choice really. He loved Angeal more than he could say but he hurt him so bad. Made him cry, made him scream, made him wish he could die.
Angeal was forced into a corner. Either hurt Zack now and leave... or stay with him and damage him more. He tried to leave, tried everything.
Much to his shame, he even tried raping the boy. To make him sick, to make Zack hate him.
His arousal loved the boy under him, moaning and crawling his back, however his mind hated what he was doing. He had to do this. He had to do this, no matter sick it was.
However his plan had the opposite effect. In the end, Angeal let himself go in Zack's fantasy. That nothing mattered but their bodies together, the feeling of being connected. He whispered sweet words instead of the harsh words he should of spoken.
Placing his head in his head, he sighed heavily and looked to the boy beside him. He looked so happy and... almost glowing. He leaned over and kissed his forehead, holding back bitter tears.
It was over. This would never be anything more than a memory. Angeal stood up and walked away with a heavy heart, cursing himself.