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It's amazing how things turn out, sometimes. How you form this ideal vision in your head of who you want to be with, but when it comes to reality, you notice that the person you start to care about and want to be with is totally different.
At first, I used to think the skinny boys were attractive. Skinny, stupid, skater/surfer boys (okay, so in Pennsylvania we don't exactly have the surfer type, but you know what I mean). Then everything started up with Michael, and he is so plain and normal. But I LOVE that about him. I went into my "average Joe" phase, which I guess I'm still in, I suppose.
Now it's Chris. I never really paid attention to the fact that he's fucking built. I mean, wow. I'd say he's "jacked," except that word doesn't really exist in my vocabulary. Didn't really notice until Andrew talked about it the other day, and Chris was showing his sunburn from football yesterday.
Yeah, so, whatever.
We bought Coldplay tickets for Aug. 7th. Woo. My sister, her friend, my dad and meeeeee. School is almost over (next Wednesday!); Whitehall sucks for being in school for so long. My birthday is on the 23rd and I'm excited, but I'm not celebrating with friends until the next week. However, I expect something planned for my birthday from Chris and Jess, becauseeeeee I said so. Stacy's birthday is next week, which means PARTY TIME!!!
I'm just so bored. I'm done with school. I still have tests, quizzes, all of that, and then FINALS. These teachers are killing me. Not to mention the 7 books I have to read over the summer, and the Independent Study I'm supposed to do for German.
Too ambitious, Hillary. It'll be the death of me (Julius Caesar-style).
I just have such high expectations for this summer. I'm hoping maybe Chris and I can develop more of a relationship, since we're still in this friend mode. Except my dad saw us kiss yesterday, ooh la la. Sheila's telling me to be good, not to rush things. It's just...our relationship is so much different than mine with Michael. There are things I like and dislike about both relationships, and I wish I could just have a blend of the two.
Ugh I'm done.
At first, I used to think the skinny boys were attractive. Skinny, stupid, skater/surfer boys (okay, so in Pennsylvania we don't exactly have the surfer type, but you know what I mean). Then everything started up with Michael, and he is so plain and normal. But I LOVE that about him. I went into my "average Joe" phase, which I guess I'm still in, I suppose.
Now it's Chris. I never really paid attention to the fact that he's fucking built. I mean, wow. I'd say he's "jacked," except that word doesn't really exist in my vocabulary. Didn't really notice until Andrew talked about it the other day, and Chris was showing his sunburn from football yesterday.
Yeah, so, whatever.
We bought Coldplay tickets for Aug. 7th. Woo. My sister, her friend, my dad and meeeeee. School is almost over (next Wednesday!); Whitehall sucks for being in school for so long. My birthday is on the 23rd and I'm excited, but I'm not celebrating with friends until the next week. However, I expect something planned for my birthday from Chris and Jess, becauseeeeee I said so. Stacy's birthday is next week, which means PARTY TIME!!!
I'm just so bored. I'm done with school. I still have tests, quizzes, all of that, and then FINALS. These teachers are killing me. Not to mention the 7 books I have to read over the summer, and the Independent Study I'm supposed to do for German.
Too ambitious, Hillary. It'll be the death of me (Julius Caesar-style).
I just have such high expectations for this summer. I'm hoping maybe Chris and I can develop more of a relationship, since we're still in this friend mode. Except my dad saw us kiss yesterday, ooh la la. Sheila's telling me to be good, not to rush things. It's just...our relationship is so much different than mine with Michael. There are things I like and dislike about both relationships, and I wish I could just have a blend of the two.
Ugh I'm done.