New year...
Wow. A new year is here. It feels like just yesterday Manny and I were sitting in my room, giggling, trying on hats and preparing for junior high. It's scary how time flies when you're having fun. Well, scratch the last part, this last year hasn't been exactly...fun. Oh sure, there were the fun moments Jay but they didn't really make up for all the not-so fun moments Jay like the shooting. God, that shooting.
My dad found my actual journal and told me how blogging is the thing to do these days. I guess that's what you get when you have a dad that's a computer teacher. I figured I'd give this a try, because I've done so much writing over the summer that I need a new book and my hand was starting to cramp. Besides, Manny has one of these so I figured hey, what the hell.
Did the summer go by fast for everybody else or was that just me? I had an amazing summer. My mom signed me up for this girl's group thing, to help me deal with everything that happened last year. At first I really sketchy about it but I ended up making some great friends and finding a new love for shopping. Boy, do I love shopping. I wish I were shopping right now.
And now school is here. Only two more years to go! I almost had an anxiety attack on labour day because I was so scared. I have a reputation now. I was so sure that everybody would look down on me and laugh at me for some of the events that took place towards the end of last year, thankfully nobody seemed to notice. With the exception of my ex Chris Sharpe, I don't think anybody cared. You were right, Manny, people do just get over it eventually. As petrified as I was, though, I have to admit that Degrassi has a nice homey feeling to it. It was comforting to be back, cool to hang out with my friends not worrying about anybody special. Jay But this year I don't want anybody special. I want to focus on me. What makes me happy. It'll be good to be selfish for once. Besides, I didn't see Jay, and if Jay isn't around then there's nobody to impress.
Well, I guess that's all for now. See everybody tomorrow?