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I really miss Brittany suddenly. And it sucks because I somehow lost track of her on myspace and have no way of getting in touch with her
We got drunk and cuddled, it was nice.
I havent seen her since :(
I wonder if I'm suddenly depressed due to lack of sleep, or what
I hate having dreams of past lovers and waking up feeling so fucking empty and disappointed, because I thought it was real.
I always have the same dream, making the trip to the sea to see him
it varies slightly of course but the destination is always the same
and in my dream I travel to the ocean because it is the closest thing I have to him
like it is a consolation for his presence. because I almost never find him
We got drunk and cuddled, it was nice.
I havent seen her since :(
I wonder if I'm suddenly depressed due to lack of sleep, or what
I hate having dreams of past lovers and waking up feeling so fucking empty and disappointed, because I thought it was real.
I always have the same dream, making the trip to the sea to see him
it varies slightly of course but the destination is always the same
and in my dream I travel to the ocean because it is the closest thing I have to him
like it is a consolation for his presence. because I almost never find him