hellllooo mental-ward!
I'm a smart girl. I know what I need to do.
Why the hell can't I do it?
And why is it so easy to watch myself spiral out of control, when I know exactly what the problem is?
I know what the problem is, I know how this all began, I know how I got myself here.
How am I so completely blinded by it, yet so sure on what I know I need to do?
It's easy, it's simple. I know it is. Now, why isn't it in reality?
How do I get it* the hell out of my life. And more importantly, my past?
I just want to be able to sleep again, and not be this bitter towards it*.
Why the hell can't I do it?
And why is it so easy to watch myself spiral out of control, when I know exactly what the problem is?
I know what the problem is, I know how this all began, I know how I got myself here.
How am I so completely blinded by it, yet so sure on what I know I need to do?
It's easy, it's simple. I know it is. Now, why isn't it in reality?
How do I get it* the hell out of my life. And more importantly, my past?
I just want to be able to sleep again, and not be this bitter towards it*.