AH~!~
im sowly losing it... with every second i get crazier.
this shyt is driving me nuts... i have shyt fer a dad... my mom seems so far away...
its alost christmas and i was hoping maybe for once it might be kinda fun...
but i was oh so wrong... once again my father has managed to ruin it!
just like he does to everything else... maybe i wouldnt b such a fucked up person if he wasnt so fucking gay... gr...
i just want to live wif my mom all the time. atleast i can feel safe with her. and ever time i come here i end up doing really bad things i normally wouldnt do. but when im here he wont let me go anywhere so thats all i have left to do.
and he thinks keeping me cooped up will make me b good.... plz he desnt kno the first thing about raising teenagers! this motha fucker is stupid as hell.
*if he doesnt let me do anything, which he NEVER EVER does, then i get bored... than i decide 2 steal alchol from my mom N bring it here for the weekend so ill have something to do.
which i do not drink! i dont i dont i dont... i do not smoke either i havent even hit a cigerette in like 3 fucking weeks!
*GOOD JOB KATELYN*
y is every1 watching carebears?
o god there gay.
anywho im super depressed b/c i had $20 i was gunna go 2 the mall N see a movie and stuff... but my dad wouldnt let me go... GOOD GOING PATRICK!!! now my ass is gunna end up buying something stupid with it fer next weekend b/c i kno he wont let me go anywhere~!~
AH!!!!!
and i was doing so good, til he had to ruin it.
i wish i was never born.
my dad makes me feel like i dont deserve to live, so maybe i dont.
I miss my mommy :-( shes the only person in the world who loves me!!!
well i guess theres nothing else 2 say... so ill prolly go down 2 my room and cry myself 2 sleep and pray i dont wake up in the morning.
but if i do ttyl.
*kate*
i need a miracle...
somebody save my christmas! :-(
this shyt is driving me nuts... i have shyt fer a dad... my mom seems so far away...
its alost christmas and i was hoping maybe for once it might be kinda fun...
but i was oh so wrong... once again my father has managed to ruin it!
just like he does to everything else... maybe i wouldnt b such a fucked up person if he wasnt so fucking gay... gr...
i just want to live wif my mom all the time. atleast i can feel safe with her. and ever time i come here i end up doing really bad things i normally wouldnt do. but when im here he wont let me go anywhere so thats all i have left to do.
and he thinks keeping me cooped up will make me b good.... plz he desnt kno the first thing about raising teenagers! this motha fucker is stupid as hell.
*if he doesnt let me do anything, which he NEVER EVER does, then i get bored... than i decide 2 steal alchol from my mom N bring it here for the weekend so ill have something to do.
which i do not drink! i dont i dont i dont... i do not smoke either i havent even hit a cigerette in like 3 fucking weeks!
*GOOD JOB KATELYN*
y is every1 watching carebears?
o god there gay.
anywho im super depressed b/c i had $20 i was gunna go 2 the mall N see a movie and stuff... but my dad wouldnt let me go... GOOD GOING PATRICK!!! now my ass is gunna end up buying something stupid with it fer next weekend b/c i kno he wont let me go anywhere~!~
AH!!!!!
and i was doing so good, til he had to ruin it.
i wish i was never born.
my dad makes me feel like i dont deserve to live, so maybe i dont.
I miss my mommy :-( shes the only person in the world who loves me!!!
well i guess theres nothing else 2 say... so ill prolly go down 2 my room and cry myself 2 sleep and pray i dont wake up in the morning.
but if i do ttyl.
*kate*
i need a miracle...
somebody save my christmas! :-(