it's almost time.
i'm going to california and i'm going to pick up a bad habit of wearing red lipstick and spending my spare time attempting to learn how to apply eyeliner. i'll buy an elliptical machine and gain the endurance to successfully ride a bike for more than a mile. i plan to go to every concert that i deem worthy, and i'll go by myself. and i'll probably enjoy it more than any other concert because i won't drink. i'm going to spend my money on fancy clothes from the city that i find in hidden thrift stores. i'll buy my friends plane tickets to come see me, instead of constantly returning to the one city that i'm distancing myself from. the most interaction i'll get from people my age that i know will be on skype, and i will be okay with that. i'll get too many tattoos and become a vegetarian, i will do anything that is change, without losing the person i really am.