i said i'm not looking for anything exclusive
recently was asked out on a date. which at first read made me chuckle. i guess i never claimed to be old fashion but i suppose i didn't realize people still actually went out on proper dates. maybe i've missed the bus on that one. i mean dates with celeste go one of two ways. situation a: a night out at 2-3 bars where we blow all our money on booze, dance, maybe make out in the bathroom and most likely end the night at a food trailer OR situation b: night in with our own mini bottle of framboise, a semi home cooked meal & either something the we DVR'd or an on demand movie. i mean we've been to nice restaurants and out to see movies, shows, just the city in general. we've walked the streets of san francisco, taken days trips for no reason, but to me that's just life. but that's what being in a long term relationship is i suppose. the comfort level of no longer trying to impress, just easy love. so sure i'll go on this "date" but there's a possibility that is provides hardly any stimulation for myself. because even if it were one of the things above that i've already possessed, it would just never match up.