So apropos: Saw death on a sunny snow
i can cut, fill, mask & decorate a cake in less than thirty minutes. with five different colors of buttercream. i would like to put this under the "things i'll never need" list but i have this feeling that i'll be doing a lot of that. a pastry chef who does not care for cake, i am strange i know. where are all the organic wholesale farm to bakeries? oh right, in my head.
i know things have reached a peak when i start to sleep in naturally. my body is so accustomed to my morning insomnia routines that sometimes would throw me into a spell of waking up at seven am without reason. it's nice to get 8-10 hours of sleep instead of my usual anxiety fueled 4-6. i've gained a couple pounds but i know it's because i'm happy & i don't contemplate eating as much. it's nice to be hungry again, i was thinking about that a lot today. how i may have gained ten pounds back, not because i'm less active, but because i'm living more. nourishment is important. mind, body & soul.
every time i go downtown celeste gets into these dancing spells. i just wanted to point that out because it's new and it's incredibly cute. she's still very lovable. i see new love in her. no matter what happens she'll always be the most special of them all.
i know things have reached a peak when i start to sleep in naturally. my body is so accustomed to my morning insomnia routines that sometimes would throw me into a spell of waking up at seven am without reason. it's nice to get 8-10 hours of sleep instead of my usual anxiety fueled 4-6. i've gained a couple pounds but i know it's because i'm happy & i don't contemplate eating as much. it's nice to be hungry again, i was thinking about that a lot today. how i may have gained ten pounds back, not because i'm less active, but because i'm living more. nourishment is important. mind, body & soul.
every time i go downtown celeste gets into these dancing spells. i just wanted to point that out because it's new and it's incredibly cute. she's still very lovable. i see new love in her. no matter what happens she'll always be the most special of them all.