ranting.
he's been acting really shady, again.
and even more so, with the anger issue.
i'm starting to think things won't work out.
i don't really know what to do anymore.
he's seemed to have lost interest, entirely.
he dosen't ever want to come over anymore.
it seems that he dosen't want to go anywhere with me, anymore, actually.
what the hell am i doing wrong?
his excuse for not coming over?
"your parents have me work.
they have me do more at your house,
than i do at my own!"
...
my mom asked him to help me get in the tree.
because i've never used a hack-saw before.
>.<
after that?
nope.
not a peep.
he'll go to the bar, though.
he'll drink.
he'll drink until he's drunk, and angry.
*sigh*
maybe this relationship isn't what i need right now.
maybe i should just keep it single.
maybe i'm thinking into things way to much.
but i'm not going to be comfortable.
not for a while.
i'll never let my guard down.
again
and even more so, with the anger issue.
i'm starting to think things won't work out.
i don't really know what to do anymore.
he's seemed to have lost interest, entirely.
he dosen't ever want to come over anymore.
it seems that he dosen't want to go anywhere with me, anymore, actually.
what the hell am i doing wrong?
his excuse for not coming over?
"your parents have me work.
they have me do more at your house,
than i do at my own!"
...
my mom asked him to help me get in the tree.
because i've never used a hack-saw before.
>.<
after that?
nope.
not a peep.
he'll go to the bar, though.
he'll drink.
he'll drink until he's drunk, and angry.
*sigh*
maybe this relationship isn't what i need right now.
maybe i should just keep it single.
maybe i'm thinking into things way to much.
but i'm not going to be comfortable.
not for a while.
i'll never let my guard down.
again