having a good time in ventura
well im finally living in ventura,except i have to go back to the shit of bakersfield on monday for health insurance or some shit. but im glad im living with my cousins here. i get to see my grandparents and uncles. i think its the best thing ever to be here.i dont have to worry about anything,no stupid problems with friends, not worried about were to go,its like im in the center of the world,the beach is about 15 min. away,i can go to la,if my uncles feel like it,and i can be more inform about good bands playing here. i dont feel lonely anymore really,but i wish i can pick some friends to be chilling here,or even better live here. it well be great.i only got about a month or two left before i go to college,dang i really cant wait, after college be working,hopefully have a place and go to music college.i really want to live up my life now. i dont want to be in a teen world anymore,like partying(who em i kidding really?),but of course people that are reading this understand about teen life.fuck i only got about 3 or 4 months until ill be 21,hmm i wonder if i can throu a party here...but i need to ask of course. but anyways to all my friends reading this:i having a good time in ventura,cant wait for u guys to come...