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fuck ive been thinking how old im starting to get.. dang im going to be 21 next year. i remember when i was small, i always wanted to grow up. have my own place and car. and everything well be fine. now since im finally the person i always wanted to be when i was small, i finallly realize childhood was the best years of my life. you just dont care about anything, you dont haveto worry about homework that much, you just want to watch cartoons, and just think about kid stuff. growing up is the hard part about life. you have to live on your own, get a job, pay bills, and wondering about other things to do. i ask myself at times, when can i finally rest and take a break of problems i have. and live happly as a kid again. when would that ever happend again. but i cant wait for it forever. i cant stop what im doing i cant rest now. i have to get my life together, and then when im old and already retire, i can see my selflooking back at how my life was fucked up at times, and i still kept going no matter problems brings. i know right now im living it easy right now. still living with my parents, and still going to skool. but once im done an move out for my self, well i still think im glad to move out of my house? thats the question i questioned to myself. years have passed really fast. and now i it seems there going twice as fast since i dont go to high school. this is going to be an adventure i know that for a fact. let the future roll.....