time is ticking
fuck thinking about it i should of kept the job i was working during the summer,and saved it up. cuz im going to college next month. i have alot of shit to do this next 2 weeks,and wats worst its the fucking holidays. first i have to get my diploma from discovery and get my permit,this is happening tomorrow which is monday,plus i have to go to that job that scott and kayle are working at with kurt. tuesday i have to call westwood to set my appointment on wednesday.then wednesday i have to go to anaheim. after that work. thursday work,friday work,sat i hope i can work. fuck xmas really it use to mean so much to me now its just fucking bullshit. new years i cant wait cuz i want to get fucked up until i pass out like i did last year. time is fucking ticking. i should of fucking did all this while my lazy ass was just chilling at home playing video games and fucking waiting for the night to chill. i dont even know if im going to have enough money for paying bills and books,except i got my fasa and some grants so i really dont think i have to worry. i hope nothing bad happens while im there. cuz i really want to be in college and getting my life together. but after im done with college im going another round. computer programing. but im thinking of going for computer science. then after going for music college. its going to be long for my passion to be set. but i hope for the mean while i be playing in bands. and learning new instruments. but the month and years are still apon me so i just have to chill and let the time,the months, and the years pass me by. so i wish all my friends luck for there life. and fucking bust your balls wat u want to do in life. well
later
eric
later
eric