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now here's the question of the day: is there really such thing as an equal 2-way relationship? do 2 people really ever like eachother the same amount? i dont think so anymore, as much as id like to believe it. it seems as if.. somebody always likes the other one more, alwyas wants to be with the other one more, and so its like.. ahh. i think its like that in friendships too, maybe less.. but still! does it actually exist? ive been thinking about this for so long, analyzing different people, wondering.. who likes who more? observing it everywhere, in my own life as well. particularly in my own life actually. if 2 people in a relationship (romantic, not friendship) like eachother the same.. its like, theyd never break up. i think somebody is always second guessing, alwyas getting annoyed, or something of the like, but you know.. they stick around for a while, and finally, end it. (sounding more and more like my life.. ha) it makes me really sad that i no longer have faith or optimism when it comes to relationships, that the only way i can see them now is that someone is getting hurt, no matter what. and somebody is always doubting, even if its just a little bit.
of course, all of this makes sense in my head, which is the usual..
im having slight troubles spitting it out onto paper (or the copmuter i suppose).. but really, i am lacking faith people!
so if you have it, this whole.. 2-way thing, please! cherish it! you are lucky.

off to napanee this weekend, big hockey tournament.. hope everyone enjoys their weekend.

kim - hope hull was fun last night, sorry i couldnt come.. enjoy work this weekend without me :) .. and perhaps dinner at some point next week?