DYKE!

[claysgirl89]

Yeah this whole thing is a mess. I'm gonna voice my opinion on something: anybody who wants to say DYKE can say it. It's not like a forbidden word. I know how it feels when people are like "oh, well you can't say that word." People can say whatever the hell they want. But it doesn't mean we're gonna like it. But nobody can stop anybody else from saying a word, even if they made it up. By the way, none of us made up the word dyke. The first time I heard it was actually from andrew in french, in the computer lab. He said to call my sister that, and i didn't know what dyke meant. lol! and then beeta and i looked up the spelling cuz she thought it was "DIKE". Yeah so then me and her started saying it, and then andrew said it was stupid. But now he's been saying it a long time, so it's not like i mind it at all. And Sydney can say it if she wants to, i guess. It doesn't matter. Anyway that's just the history of DYKE for anybody who doesn't remember...i have too good of a memory, seriously. I swear to God, I even remember being christianed. (sp?)

Anyway the dyke thing isn't really my main problem, it's the fact that everybody's against each other all the time. Even people who are friends, and have been friends for a while. I do it to, I go against my friends sometimes. And it's wrong. So i'm sorry i've been a bitch, it's mostly out of jealousy. Whenever somebody ignores me to talk to somebody else i get really jealous and mad...and i shouldn't. So i'm sorry. It's just my stupid personality. lol. So if i can admit that i go against my friends, so can everybody else. And i'm resolving to stop!

Cya!
Maria