Still SHITTY
Don't call me depressed.
Don't say that it seems like my life sucks.
It doesn't. I just use this website as an outlet of emotion. I don't even know anymore what's going on.
Nothing really.
I just realized I can't attach myself to people.
It just hurts too much.
I can't explain it really. Like I can't. They say give people space and they will love you. Smother them and they will leave. But here's the thing, I guess I smother, but It's in the most loving way ever. So why is that bad? I see how its annoying but i can't like just stop. I need to know what's going on just so I know that no one is mad at me, and that I'm not unloved.
stupid I know. Anyone have any advice. Keep in mind it's not intentional and not for attention, I physically get sick because of people. And I really am sick of feeling like this. Although it happens for an hour at a time, i just want it to go away.
oh and happy fucking hannukah
Don't say that it seems like my life sucks.
It doesn't. I just use this website as an outlet of emotion. I don't even know anymore what's going on.
Nothing really.
I just realized I can't attach myself to people.
It just hurts too much.
I can't explain it really. Like I can't. They say give people space and they will love you. Smother them and they will leave. But here's the thing, I guess I smother, but It's in the most loving way ever. So why is that bad? I see how its annoying but i can't like just stop. I need to know what's going on just so I know that no one is mad at me, and that I'm not unloved.
stupid I know. Anyone have any advice. Keep in mind it's not intentional and not for attention, I physically get sick because of people. And I really am sick of feeling like this. Although it happens for an hour at a time, i just want it to go away.
oh and happy fucking hannukah