Jun 04, 2005 01:30
Today work was fine, i bit hot inside, but fine. We went bowling tonight, had fun, it was good.
Earlier today i got a ride from my grandparents to work, and whenever i
ride with them, either one of them always tries to talk about religion
to me, always, and i'm not against it or anything, it's just that i'm
not really that interested in going to church or praising something i
cant see. So my grandmother tells me something like, " I heard
that when the time comes, the lord will take away all his children with
good souls and take them to his place, while the others will stay on
earth, and suffer an eternal merciful life, no matter what they do to
kill themselves, if they shot themselves on the head it would just keep
bleeding and it wouldnt kill him, and that's they're punishment for
being bad."
Where did you get this?? grandma??weird.
She said that she had a dream where she's in this place and there are
different kinds of flowers that were about 10 feet or higher.
When she would walk down on this path with god, the flowers would be
there and bow / greet her. It's strange.
And i've also noticed, well in my family anyways, that the only people
that are really religious and obssessed with jesus and stuff have all
sinned badly. Like, my uncle where he left his wife and daughter,
came here to america, never really heard from them again after like ten
more years, he got this woman pregnant, had to get married to her, and
now they have two kids, before he was never into religious things, and
now he's obssessive, it's like somewhere to escape. And my
grandpa cheated on my grandmother once by accident, and he's obssessed
with the lord and so is my grandma(i guess she feels she has to go cuz
she wants to forgive him for what he's done), and my aunt, the bitchy
one, has two terrible kids, has fucked over this whole family many
times before about lots of stuff, and still yells and insults her
mother, and she too is obssessive. And yet my grandparents want
me to be in it, well i havent done anything wrong that i feel
like going to church to ask for forgiveness, i've got nothin to
hide. And yes religion (sorry for u people that are) is in a way
kinda wasteful of time and minds.....right? I dont know, i'm
really tired and sleep right now, i'm heading to bed, goodnight.