:: A bleak looking day...::
Today wasnt all that bad actually. We didn't do alot in lab accpet critique our work and goofed around a bit. Classes today were pretty much a blow off today so I was glad for that. Carmen and I had a talk about relationships and how eachothers are going. I guess her and Tyler really dont do whole lot together which is really sad. She said that everytime he says that he is going to call her he never does and it hurts her feelings.
And she said that he basically blows her off quite often when she tries to talk to him at school. He will usually just start to talk to Josh or someone of the sort and act like she isnt there. Yet he is the one that made the first move from my understanding? That doesn't make to much sence. You would think that if he likes her like he said that he does he would want to talk to her and go out and do stuff with her. He is just being a dumbass. If he makes her sad there will be hell to pay lets just say that.
Here is some side news about our capstone project for lab. I get to be paired up with my favorite student...And do you know who that is? Oh, I'll tell you who...ITS JOSH!!!!! I CANT FUCKING STAND BOLEY BECAUSE OF HIS COCKY ATTITUDE AND NOW I HAVE TO COLABORATE WITH HIM ON A PROJECT THAT IS WORTH A HUGE FUCKING GRADE!!!!!! We even have to work on it after school too...*Cringes*...I hope that we can learn to get along though, because I really cant stand him. He has however seemed a bit more friendly with me.
Today in lab I could tell that when I would crack jokes he would give a chuckle and even added his two cents in on a couple of them. He also looked at me every now and then when I wasnt looking eaither...*Thinks unreal thoughts*...I hope he isnt what I think he could possibly be. Because there is only room for one fag in the calss damnit!!! Lol.
We better learn to get along though. I'm gonna have to start going out of my way to joke around with him and stuff now. Just so that I can befriend him and he wont be a total dick to me when we are trying to make the project. I dont think it will be to bad though...I hope anyways.
On a very bad note however, "N" might not be able to come over on Friday!!!! *Cries uncontrolably* I sware his parents better not be fuckers and not let him come over. I've been looking forward to being able to hang out with him since this past Friday and nothing better ruin that. I will be so pissed, and I will go to any means to still find a way to see him if even for a little bit on Friday. Even if I have to find a friend to sneek me over to his house or take me somewhere to meet him for a little bit.
As long as I can see him and be with him again I dont care. Even if we are in public I still want to be able to wrap my arms around him again and burry my head in his shoulder. I need to feel his warmth and energy against me again...I want to be able to shower my love over him again and give him my entire soul...So nothing is going to stop us from being together Friday. I will pray for the next two days if I have to so I can be sure to see him.
I know that the Gods must have some mercy on me. I mean, all I've ever delt with is love troubles and now I have finally found someone that is for me. They cant be so crule as to take him away from me, he is the best thing to happen to me. Even if it takes all the energy in my entire being, I will make sure that this can work out. Of course you know what they say, "Nothing is stronger than the power of love." And boy isn't that true...
Well, I will bid thee farwell my LJ. Untill Next time...
~Clayborne~
"Cartoon Heroes (Speedy Mix)"
What we do is what you just can't do
What we do is what you just can't do
What we do is what you just can't do
What we do is what you just can't do
We are the Cartoon Heroes - oh-oh-oh
We came out of a crazy mind - oh-oh-oh
We are what we're supposed to be
Illusions are your fantasy
I'll count the lies that speak and say
What we do is what you wish to do
We are the color symphony
We do the things you wanna see
Frame by frame, to the extreme
Our friends are so unreasonable
They do the unpredictable
I'll count the lies that speak and say
What we do is what you wish to do
It's all an orchestra of strings
Doin' unbelievable things
Frame by frame to the extreme
One by one, we're makin' it fun
We are the Cartoon Heroes - oh-oh-oh
We are the ones who're gonna last forever
We came out of a crazy mind - oh-oh-oh
And walked out on a piece of paper
Think of Spiderman, arachnophobian
Welcome to the toon town party
Think of Superman, from never-neverland
Welcome to the toon town party
We learned to run at speed of light
And to fall down from any height
It's true, let just remember that
What we do is what you just can't do
And all the worlds of craziness
A bunch of stars that's chasing us
Frame by frame, to the extreme
One by one, we're makin' it fun
We are the Cartoon Heroes - oh-oh-oh
We are the ones who're gonna last forever
We came out of a crazy mind - oh-oh-oh
And walked out on a piece of paper
Think of Spiderman, arachnophobian
Welcome to the toon town party
Think of Superman, from never-neverland
Welcome to the toon town party
One by one, we're makin' it fun
One by one, one-one by one
We're makin' it fun
You think we're so mysterious
Don't take us all too serious
Be original, and remember that
What we do is what you just can't do
(What we do is what you just can't do)
What we do is what you just can't do
What we do is what you just can't do
What we do is what you just can't do
What we do is what you just can't do
We are the Cartoon Heroes - oh-oh-oh
We are the ones who're gonna last forever
We came out of a crazy mind - oh-oh-oh
And walked out on a piece of paper
Think of Spiderman, arachnophobian
Welcome to the toon town party
Think of Superman, from never-neverland
Welcome to the toon town party
There's still more to come
And everyone will be
Welcomed at the
Toon (toon) town (town) party!
And she said that he basically blows her off quite often when she tries to talk to him at school. He will usually just start to talk to Josh or someone of the sort and act like she isnt there. Yet he is the one that made the first move from my understanding? That doesn't make to much sence. You would think that if he likes her like he said that he does he would want to talk to her and go out and do stuff with her. He is just being a dumbass. If he makes her sad there will be hell to pay lets just say that.
Here is some side news about our capstone project for lab. I get to be paired up with my favorite student...And do you know who that is? Oh, I'll tell you who...ITS JOSH!!!!! I CANT FUCKING STAND BOLEY BECAUSE OF HIS COCKY ATTITUDE AND NOW I HAVE TO COLABORATE WITH HIM ON A PROJECT THAT IS WORTH A HUGE FUCKING GRADE!!!!!! We even have to work on it after school too...*Cringes*...I hope that we can learn to get along though, because I really cant stand him. He has however seemed a bit more friendly with me.
Today in lab I could tell that when I would crack jokes he would give a chuckle and even added his two cents in on a couple of them. He also looked at me every now and then when I wasnt looking eaither...*Thinks unreal thoughts*...I hope he isnt what I think he could possibly be. Because there is only room for one fag in the calss damnit!!! Lol.
We better learn to get along though. I'm gonna have to start going out of my way to joke around with him and stuff now. Just so that I can befriend him and he wont be a total dick to me when we are trying to make the project. I dont think it will be to bad though...I hope anyways.
On a very bad note however, "N" might not be able to come over on Friday!!!! *Cries uncontrolably* I sware his parents better not be fuckers and not let him come over. I've been looking forward to being able to hang out with him since this past Friday and nothing better ruin that. I will be so pissed, and I will go to any means to still find a way to see him if even for a little bit on Friday. Even if I have to find a friend to sneek me over to his house or take me somewhere to meet him for a little bit.
As long as I can see him and be with him again I dont care. Even if we are in public I still want to be able to wrap my arms around him again and burry my head in his shoulder. I need to feel his warmth and energy against me again...I want to be able to shower my love over him again and give him my entire soul...So nothing is going to stop us from being together Friday. I will pray for the next two days if I have to so I can be sure to see him.
I know that the Gods must have some mercy on me. I mean, all I've ever delt with is love troubles and now I have finally found someone that is for me. They cant be so crule as to take him away from me, he is the best thing to happen to me. Even if it takes all the energy in my entire being, I will make sure that this can work out. Of course you know what they say, "Nothing is stronger than the power of love." And boy isn't that true...
Well, I will bid thee farwell my LJ. Untill Next time...
~Clayborne~
"Cartoon Heroes (Speedy Mix)"
What we do is what you just can't do
What we do is what you just can't do
What we do is what you just can't do
What we do is what you just can't do
We are the Cartoon Heroes - oh-oh-oh
We came out of a crazy mind - oh-oh-oh
We are what we're supposed to be
Illusions are your fantasy
I'll count the lies that speak and say
What we do is what you wish to do
We are the color symphony
We do the things you wanna see
Frame by frame, to the extreme
Our friends are so unreasonable
They do the unpredictable
I'll count the lies that speak and say
What we do is what you wish to do
It's all an orchestra of strings
Doin' unbelievable things
Frame by frame to the extreme
One by one, we're makin' it fun
We are the Cartoon Heroes - oh-oh-oh
We are the ones who're gonna last forever
We came out of a crazy mind - oh-oh-oh
And walked out on a piece of paper
Think of Spiderman, arachnophobian
Welcome to the toon town party
Think of Superman, from never-neverland
Welcome to the toon town party
We learned to run at speed of light
And to fall down from any height
It's true, let just remember that
What we do is what you just can't do
And all the worlds of craziness
A bunch of stars that's chasing us
Frame by frame, to the extreme
One by one, we're makin' it fun
We are the Cartoon Heroes - oh-oh-oh
We are the ones who're gonna last forever
We came out of a crazy mind - oh-oh-oh
And walked out on a piece of paper
Think of Spiderman, arachnophobian
Welcome to the toon town party
Think of Superman, from never-neverland
Welcome to the toon town party
One by one, we're makin' it fun
One by one, one-one by one
We're makin' it fun
You think we're so mysterious
Don't take us all too serious
Be original, and remember that
What we do is what you just can't do
(What we do is what you just can't do)
What we do is what you just can't do
What we do is what you just can't do
What we do is what you just can't do
What we do is what you just can't do
We are the Cartoon Heroes - oh-oh-oh
We are the ones who're gonna last forever
We came out of a crazy mind - oh-oh-oh
And walked out on a piece of paper
Think of Spiderman, arachnophobian
Welcome to the toon town party
Think of Superman, from never-neverland
Welcome to the toon town party
There's still more to come
And everyone will be
Welcomed at the
Toon (toon) town (town) party!