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Mar 01, 2010 18:18

 Denver and I broke up today. On some level, it surprised me, but on another level, it didn't. I don't know - I felt that it was coming for a little while now. He was extremely emotionally distant the past few weeks. We both admitted that we do love each other - but we just weren't right for each other. He was really upset by it too - he handled the situation gingerly because he knows what I went through in the past. I don't know - he still wants to be friends, though. I mentioned just going back to the way things were last year at this time - we both still have feelings for each other, but without the "boyfriend/girlfriend" titles. I don't know. We are very different from each other - and it didn't really become too apparent until this semester started. He wants to go in an extremely different direction than I do, and I can see that.

Ugh.

Fuck.

I'll be okay - it'll just take a little bit of time. At least he didn't try to play games with me like others have done. 
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