I have no clue what the Hell is going on...
Good Afternoon:
I’m getting so confused and I have no clue what the Hell is going on with me. Casper wasn’t there yesterday and I just about had a heart attack. I don’t know- I felt so happy and upbeat before fourth period because I thought I was going get to see him. Instead of getting to see “My Friendly Ghost” I saw the fridge with an attitude problem. (The power in the Sped office went out and the fridges started defrosting, so I had cleanup duty. I guess that’s why we’re in the Sped department.) Yeah- needless to say I was having the time of my life. I know Casper was at school- just skipping. And then when Mrs. Nies said she saw him in the Media Center I knew he was skipping- just like my ex. I don’t know. I just don’t know. He reminds me so much of my ex, but in a good way. He’s always a clown. He’s always trying to make me laugh. I think I’m taking the fact that he’s being nice a little bit too deeply. It’s so weird to have a guy that’s nice talking to me that’s not trying to get in my pants. He calls me Stripperella. I call him Stupid. It’s fun to go to class and bug the crap out of him. It’s just fun. After all that’s been going on in my life I’m actually starting to break down my walls and slowly start to trust guys again. It’s really nice to have a guy I can call a friend. Nothing more. Nothing less. He better in class today or else the next time I see him I’m going to tan his hide! You know they say: if you want yourself a real good man then get yourself a real bad boy...