Man today was hell in a way
Well today starts out I get a phone call from one of my best friends and tells me that he was thinking about just dropping his medication if some of his other friends dont come and hang out with him. Well he told me that if he did that it might kill him. That really freak the shit out of me because I have had 5 friends that have committed suicide.... So ya this topic is such a hard thing for me to deal with. But he did reinsure me that he would never do that..... and that he was sorry for making me feel that he was thinking about committing suicide.
I guess you can say this was an eye opening situation for me, because I just realized that I was being drug down by being the middle person in all of their little wars and I was getting really stressed about the whole situation for know reason when I cant make them make things right they have to do it them selves. So i called my other two friends up and told them that I cant do this any more because I am stressing way to much and that if they don't make things right I dont think I am going to be hanging around any of them much anymore. This whole thing has gotten out of whack so ya I am mentally and physically tired right now.
Well I have to go right now... TTYL...
I guess you can say this was an eye opening situation for me, because I just realized that I was being drug down by being the middle person in all of their little wars and I was getting really stressed about the whole situation for know reason when I cant make them make things right they have to do it them selves. So i called my other two friends up and told them that I cant do this any more because I am stressing way to much and that if they don't make things right I dont think I am going to be hanging around any of them much anymore. This whole thing has gotten out of whack so ya I am mentally and physically tired right now.
Well I have to go right now... TTYL...