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[clawsofangst16]

You don't love me like you used to.
It may seem like i'm drifting away from you, but in reality
I'm the one standing on the dock watching the winds take you away.
And you're just looking back at me blankfaced
not even trying to take the sails.
Helpless on the docks.
That's all I ever am in these situations.
I could yell out, "Come Back!"
"Starboard!"
But you would still sit unchanged.
Staring back.

My life is a continuing cycle
with all of the same people with different faces.
And eventually they all sail away with the sea
leaving me there alone until the new faces
come to port.
It's hard on me. I genuinely love.
I always think there's something special
unbreakable
that I have with my friends.
Something that could never be replaced by anyone.
And it's true. It never will be.

I give pieces of me to the people I love.
They take them with them when they leave.
I take pieces of them too, whether they know it or not.
And never forget them ever.
It always seems like they can leave me so easily though.
As if to them, there wasn't anything irreplaceable about us.

That's what breaks my heart.