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I want so badly to believe that there is truth and love is real.
Planning your future
is fruitless and a waste of time.
If I hadn't washed my car
would it be raining today?
Imagining yourself in the future
is simply for entertainment.
If I wasn't running late
would that light be red right now?
I saw myself having a boyfriend in high school
I still havent had one at 20.
I saw myself being a doctor.
I took 3.5 math courses in high school.
I saw myself going to school abroad.
I went to Texas A&M.
I saw myself pursuing a career in politics.
I failed out, I was a political science major.
I see myself moving to San Diego
I see myself pursuing a career in music.
I wonder if I'll go back to school.
I want more than all of that to fall in love, be loyal, get married, have children.
I can't see any of that in my future because I imagine it in my future.
And something tells me careers in music and marriage don't mix. Not that either of those things will happen for me anyway.
Planning your future
is fruitless and a waste of time.
If I hadn't washed my car
would it be raining today?
Imagining yourself in the future
is simply for entertainment.
If I wasn't running late
would that light be red right now?
I saw myself having a boyfriend in high school
I still havent had one at 20.
I saw myself being a doctor.
I took 3.5 math courses in high school.
I saw myself going to school abroad.
I went to Texas A&M.
I saw myself pursuing a career in politics.
I failed out, I was a political science major.
I see myself moving to San Diego
I see myself pursuing a career in music.
I wonder if I'll go back to school.
I want more than all of that to fall in love, be loyal, get married, have children.
I can't see any of that in my future because I imagine it in my future.
And something tells me careers in music and marriage don't mix. Not that either of those things will happen for me anyway.