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i had the courage of a lion when my little candle was burning bright as day.
but now, she flickers. sometimes she lights, and other times, her warming fire is nowhere to be found, with no explanation.
icy night begins again, to numb and suffocate me. with the lack of contact of even a few days, it feels as though I've fallen back to sleep into my bad dreams of inconsistency and feverish anxiousness. waking up had felt amazing.
i just really hope it's just a phase, and it'll be back to normal before i know it.
but now, she flickers. sometimes she lights, and other times, her warming fire is nowhere to be found, with no explanation.
icy night begins again, to numb and suffocate me. with the lack of contact of even a few days, it feels as though I've fallen back to sleep into my bad dreams of inconsistency and feverish anxiousness. waking up had felt amazing.
i just really hope it's just a phase, and it'll be back to normal before i know it.