May 07, 2007 02:16
shinfo:
five hour energy drink is fucking ridiculous.
i don't even feel like a real person right now.
scott's critiquing my final essay.
i'm terrified it won't be good enough, i won't get a B in American Voices, I won't make 2.0, and I'll get dismissed from Emmanuel.
Living like a rock star has a downside, I'm learning.
Shaking digits and darting eyes can't move swiftly enough right now.
I'm sick of this rollercoaster, and I want some stability, something to rely on in my life.
...as opposed to relying on the fact that I keep ending up in these late night early morning stare-down-the-gun matches.