I wrote this big long entry about how I realized that i suffer from a lot of social anxiety and why and what it means - and then I deleted it. It's not a special or initeresting problem to have. I know where it comes from, I know it's not going away. You guys can't fix it and probably have your own shit to deal with so I won't bother you with it.
This is my dog - I thought you might enjoy her instead.