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My Life Recently:
- having no money
- refriend ex-partner on Facebook, get so uncomfortable about it that I unfriend him five minutes later. Really, really awkward. He's vaguely dating this person whom I introduced him to, which makes me extraordinarily uncomfortable because I'm crazy, and his other partner is so anarchist-to-a-T and therefore perfect-for-Jeffrey-to-a-T that I felt incredibly inadequate and world-hating at the same time just by looking at her profile. The internet is creepy.
- I just found out that this kid whom I knew in high school died of cancer a couple weeks ago. I didn't even know he was sick. I am so inconsolably sad about it. I had a quasi-crush on him in sophomore year because he wrote on his Myspace profile that he loves cats and doesn't like the way that "typical guys" act. (Again, the internet is creepy.) I guess that that sorta thing was just calling out to me as a 15-year-old burgeoning feminist. Anyway, apparently a couple years ago he developed this very aggressive type of sarcoma, went through a lot of shitty chemo but continued studying engineering at college, and passed away at the end of July. There's a memorial service in northern Virginia next weekend and I'm going. Don't tell my mother. I am so sad.
- I got no money
- research studies for $$$
- yet still not enough to pay for rent.
- seriously, that whole Jeffrey thing has put me into a foul mood that will probably last for the rest of the night. Just when I was starting to think that I was "over" it.
- having no money
- refriend ex-partner on Facebook, get so uncomfortable about it that I unfriend him five minutes later. Really, really awkward. He's vaguely dating this person whom I introduced him to, which makes me extraordinarily uncomfortable because I'm crazy, and his other partner is so anarchist-to-a-T and therefore perfect-for-Jeffrey-to-a-T that I felt incredibly inadequate and world-hating at the same time just by looking at her profile. The internet is creepy.
- I just found out that this kid whom I knew in high school died of cancer a couple weeks ago. I didn't even know he was sick. I am so inconsolably sad about it. I had a quasi-crush on him in sophomore year because he wrote on his Myspace profile that he loves cats and doesn't like the way that "typical guys" act. (Again, the internet is creepy.) I guess that that sorta thing was just calling out to me as a 15-year-old burgeoning feminist. Anyway, apparently a couple years ago he developed this very aggressive type of sarcoma, went through a lot of shitty chemo but continued studying engineering at college, and passed away at the end of July. There's a memorial service in northern Virginia next weekend and I'm going. Don't tell my mother. I am so sad.
- I got no money
- research studies for $$$
- yet still not enough to pay for rent.
- seriously, that whole Jeffrey thing has put me into a foul mood that will probably last for the rest of the night. Just when I was starting to think that I was "over" it.