learning to chase raw garlic the right way

[clawbeatskin]

Feeling really mentally strung-out, frazzled. I was looking at the map of D.C. that is hanging on my wall, and I sort of freaked out and blared to myself, "I NEED TO TAKE THIS DOWN." I feel stoned even though I'm not, laying around on my bed, listening to Jets to Brazil, thinking over and over, "This band is so intense. Their lyrics are so much more intense than Jawbreaker." Feeling really fucking uptight about leaving pretty soon for a week in a strange new city. I feel like I can't handle this shit right now; I just want to go home. I want to go see Northern Virginia, and I want to see my family, and I want to see my dog. I need a fucking break and a recharge once I get back to Boston in two weeks. I need to get out of New England. I need to figure out my shit away from Boston people. I need to go see places and experience new things. I'm not sure how escapist it really is. I just feel drained and need to get outta this dirty old town.

But: cuddle coming up. That's cool, I guess.
Oh yeah, and I apparently never ovulate before big demos. Oh, my self-preserving body.
























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