New Year, New Things to Look Forward To
Let's start with Mike. Despite trying hard to be friends after the whole thing, I will never see him again unless we run into each other someday. I guess I kept trying too hard to make myself believe he was someone worth keeping around in my life, but after all it turns out he wasn't.
To keep the story short, he said he wanted to see me before Christmas (before he went to Hawaii on a cruise with Dan - the same cruise Dan had asked me to go with him back before he decided he rather f*** Mike than be friends with me). So we made plans, and he cancelled one hour before, told me to go the next day instead, and that he’d pick me up from work. Next day comes, and well I got stood up. No more calls, no more emails, no explanation or apology. And to make matters worse, I had made something for him for Christmas that I wanted to give to him. I said this a while back and it’s funny that it keeps happening: people who don’t deserve to be in my life keep weeding themselves out.
So obviously I was pretty hurt, but that was the day I really lost all feelings for him. After so much waiting and wondering, I was finally able to clear the cobwebs in my head.
After that Christmas came along (very quickly I must add, so sorry everyone for the IOU’s and lack of presents or cards *blush*). And after Christmas I went to Mexico to visit my brother and spend New Years there. It was a great trip, but I got a fever on the last 2 days, and didn’t get better until just around now. None the less it was a very fun trip and it helped me recharge and come back ready for another year of what may come.
Things to look forward to in 2007:
1.I am graduating finally. I will finish classes this April and get my Bachelor’s in the summer (if all goes well).
2.Going to Europe! I will leave in April for about 6 weeks. Going to visit Spain, France, Italy and Greece with Meaghan. I am very excited to finally go overseas :o)
3.Falling in love with a wonderful man yet to be determined (or maybe we already met?)… well, I guess I can’t guarantee that, but you never know… and plus, it’s always nice to dream, hehe.
4.And hopefully many more new memories with everyone, and if I can have it my way, a bit less drama and less negative people!
Anyways, hope everyone had a great New Years and best wishes for 2007!
To keep the story short, he said he wanted to see me before Christmas (before he went to Hawaii on a cruise with Dan - the same cruise Dan had asked me to go with him back before he decided he rather f*** Mike than be friends with me). So we made plans, and he cancelled one hour before, told me to go the next day instead, and that he’d pick me up from work. Next day comes, and well I got stood up. No more calls, no more emails, no explanation or apology. And to make matters worse, I had made something for him for Christmas that I wanted to give to him. I said this a while back and it’s funny that it keeps happening: people who don’t deserve to be in my life keep weeding themselves out.
So obviously I was pretty hurt, but that was the day I really lost all feelings for him. After so much waiting and wondering, I was finally able to clear the cobwebs in my head.
After that Christmas came along (very quickly I must add, so sorry everyone for the IOU’s and lack of presents or cards *blush*). And after Christmas I went to Mexico to visit my brother and spend New Years there. It was a great trip, but I got a fever on the last 2 days, and didn’t get better until just around now. None the less it was a very fun trip and it helped me recharge and come back ready for another year of what may come.
Things to look forward to in 2007:
1.I am graduating finally. I will finish classes this April and get my Bachelor’s in the summer (if all goes well).
2.Going to Europe! I will leave in April for about 6 weeks. Going to visit Spain, France, Italy and Greece with Meaghan. I am very excited to finally go overseas :o)
3.Falling in love with a wonderful man yet to be determined (or maybe we already met?)… well, I guess I can’t guarantee that, but you never know… and plus, it’s always nice to dream, hehe.
4.And hopefully many more new memories with everyone, and if I can have it my way, a bit less drama and less negative people!
Anyways, hope everyone had a great New Years and best wishes for 2007!