I hate life.

[clause]

I hate living. I try so hard to better myself and end up with more nothing than I thought possible... and crying in the middle of the night.

Every night that I am sober.

I need help. I want help. I don't want to drink so that I can sleep without crying. And I don't want to cry every night.

when does this end?

What must I do for better results?

I wish someone could help me. would help me.