cry cry
Where are you? ... And I don't mean physically...
In your mind... where are you?
You’re certainly not here with me... you're somewhere else...
I’m drowning again... some of your friends look for me to tell me their problems... Is it because they can sense I'm Bipolar myself? why don't they look for you?... they're your friends after all... older friends of you but I guess my friends for a while now too... the funny thing is you don't even know how much they trust me... and they don't even know you're not talking to me... you've become cold and carefree... like a single man... so soon (I should stop talking like this because it is probably just in my head... is it just my imagination? are we actually ok?)
They tell me their sad stories and tell me how lucky are you to have me... but they don't really know how you've been treating me… and how sad I am on the inside when I tell them life is good and is worth it…
Why did you change so fast?...
…Barren wasted heart
Neglect of normalcy…
what you givin´ up for me?
And what shall I give up for you?
Aimless expectations passing by…
To make it real
I need to have you here
I need to have you
It can´t be sincere
Unless you spend time here
I need to see you
I need you...
Supervision is what I need
Some consistence, tangibility
Some casual light days
Part of the furniture
I want to take you for granted
And see you regular
So what you givin´ up for me?
And what shall I give up for you?
The separations tired, it´s been too long…
I need to see you... come home now
In your mind... where are you?
You’re certainly not here with me... you're somewhere else...
I’m drowning again... some of your friends look for me to tell me their problems... Is it because they can sense I'm Bipolar myself? why don't they look for you?... they're your friends after all... older friends of you but I guess my friends for a while now too... the funny thing is you don't even know how much they trust me... and they don't even know you're not talking to me... you've become cold and carefree... like a single man... so soon (I should stop talking like this because it is probably just in my head... is it just my imagination? are we actually ok?)
They tell me their sad stories and tell me how lucky are you to have me... but they don't really know how you've been treating me… and how sad I am on the inside when I tell them life is good and is worth it…
Why did you change so fast?...
…Barren wasted heart
Neglect of normalcy…
what you givin´ up for me?
And what shall I give up for you?
Aimless expectations passing by…
To make it real
I need to have you here
I need to have you
It can´t be sincere
Unless you spend time here
I need to see you
I need you...
Supervision is what I need
Some consistence, tangibility
Some casual light days
Part of the furniture
I want to take you for granted
And see you regular
So what you givin´ up for me?
And what shall I give up for you?
The separations tired, it´s been too long…
I need to see you... come home now