Aug 26, 2005 15:16
I’m sad and I feel that there is no one on this planet right now who gives……..everyone has a better life, better things to do, someone better to do it with. I don’t know if it is all in my head or if it is real. I don’t know if I care. I don’t know if I even want anyone around right now. I know I am not that much fun….maybe that’s why no one wants to be with me right now. I just want to curl up in my bed and sleep…forget everything and just sleep. Maybe I expect too much from the world and from other people. Should I shut myself away and just make my like bubble a happy one….is it worth getting out of bed in the morning only to put yourself out there and be rejected and feel bad. What is it good for? What’s the point? Who cares anymore……ok now I have vented. Thank you-Heather