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Hello all. Feeling pretty much like shit. Been with Brad since like.... Last Tuesday I think, I've been staying with him. It's fun and I don't have to drive all the way from Berea to Richmond at like 7am. He totally dropped a bomb on me today. He fucking lets me get completely attatched to him, mabey even be in love with him a little, and then he tells me that he is probably going to have to move back to Louisville because of his stupid fucking grades. He's gonna fail more than one class. I'm so hurt. I dunno what to do about all of this. I don't know weither to just wait it out and see or break it off, if he moves I don't think that I can stay with him. I mean that is a 2 hour drive, just to get to him. I'm so confused.... This is all my own damn fault. I shoulda known better then to let myself get involved. If this ends with Brad, I don't think that I wanna get into another relationship with anyone who lives farther away then Richmond. I can't handle long distance stuff. This all really hurts. Anywho I had a great time with Amanda last night, but I'm really not in the mood to talk about it....